It's over

My old psychiatrist was an old man who could barely hear. He had me on multiple benzos. Now he's in hospital and probably going to die. I've been assigned a new psychiatrist. She's young and she was like oh heck no and whittled me down to one benzo. And I only get 30 a month! Currently I get 60 to take in the morning and night. It's so joever I can't contemplate it. No more blacking out and knowing you still have an ample supply left. My benzo days are coming to an end.

I'm too crestfallen to even attach a Holly pic.