I'm so miserably depressed 
I can't find a reason to live. I fricked up my 20s and I'm stuck with a useless Masters degree. I can't get a job and the worst part is that I'm 156cm. I just got another rejection 
today 
following an interview. Hundreds of job applications with no success.
The pills 
aren't working 
because the problem 
isnt chemical 
- my life is shit and it's justifiable to be depressed 
about it. Shattered dreams, broken 
hope, and wasted 
time is all that remains.
I keep searching for a job, a gf, a PhD, stability in this life but nothing comes. It hurts so bad I want to cut myself 
to pieces. Just viciously self-harm. Can anyone relate?
I feel so worthless, too worthless to carry on. It's another evening of crying 
myself to sleep, tears 
streaming down my face as I type this.
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If u go to a gym you can punch things as a hobby and people won't think ur weird for doing it
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