I'm so miserably depressed 
I can't find a reason to live. I fricked up my 20s and I'm stuck with a useless Masters degree. I can't get a job and the worst part is that I'm 156cm. I just got another rejection 
today 
following an interview. Hundreds of job applications with no success.
The pills 
aren't working 
because the problem 
isnt chemical 
- my life is shit and it's justifiable to be depressed 
about it. Shattered dreams, broken 
hope, and wasted 
time is all that remains.
I keep searching for a job, a gf, a PhD, stability in this life but nothing comes. It hurts so bad I want to cut myself 
to pieces. Just viciously self-harm. Can anyone relate?
I feel so worthless, too worthless to carry on. It's another evening of crying 
myself to sleep, tears 
streaming down my face as I type this.
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Will
@sneedman have a job in two weeks?
Closed.
Results: he's workin on it
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I laughed thnaks
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!commenters !poll_voters
Last chance to vote in this very import goomble poll.
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how could u have done this to me
@sneedman
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i'm kinda sad about having been a winner here tbh
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!remindme 6 days
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I will be messaging you on 16.08.2024, 01:59 UTC to remind you of this comment
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!remindme 6 days
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I will be messaging you on 22.08.2024, 13:49 UTC to remind you of this comment
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unironically go flip some burgers or drive an uber while youre looking for a job lol but go off i guess
my heart is telling me at the very least itll occupy your time so you have less time for suicidal thoughts
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If you're severely neurodivergent, you'll get rejected from burger flipping jobs too
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lmao is this true
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literal r-slurs can stand at the door at walmart tho
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yes I know from experience
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ur never this supportive when im suicidal
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you should transition sips tea
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this is acrually a very productive realization and a good step in the right direction, and Have you thought about applying for a job outside of your focus area??? Theres a lot of dwcent jobs out their where theyll hire you bc of your masters regardless, and Also have you added working out/exercise to your lifestyle??? Exercise has made a huge differwnce for me persoanlly, I probably would have roped years ago without it, and Either way, like just keep moving sneedman, and One day at a time, healthy/productive action at a time, and The best places to go in life are difficult to get to, and Being happy is much harder than being depressed bc being depressed is the path of least resistance
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I unrironically love you and your posts sneedman. Keep at it and things will work out. Try putting holly pics on your cv. Plz dont rope.
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Can't relate. Turn your anger outward and do something physical when you feel like this
Running, liftting, whatever
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he should try cutting
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After bulking a bit, sure.
Dwarfmaxxing is legit
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I want to help you so bad but you always ignore me :cccccccccccccccccccc
Please, life is worth living :ccc
It'll get better, trust
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Join a church in earnest and start serving in it even in tiny ways. It will get you on a path that leads to an abundant life.
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Stop wasting time on here. Get rid of anything you are doing to avoid or escape reality. Exercise and do something else besides posting weird shit on rdrama. Talk with a therapist about having realistic expectations with less rumination.
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Become a surveyor like your pal
@kaamrev
Now's not a good time to be a writer because those jobs won't exist in 10 years. Even bestselling "authors" will just use prompts, and will probably be subcontractors hired by editors at gigapublishers. Online content slop will become nothing more than seo ambient noise
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What's your masters degree
in?
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English
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You could try to remote
work for an HR department as a diversity hire
You got a shot there
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you gonna be alright m8
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If u go to a gym you can punch things as a hobby and people won't think ur weird for doing it
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I spent my 20s going
nowhere 
and when I finally dug myself 
out of the hole I found 
my carreer I worked hard for to be in shambles as staffing crises continue, facilities keep asking us to take more work and more liability in exchange for nothing and people are abandoning ship. It gets worse when I realize I know what cracking ribs feels 
like when you do CPR on someone while 20yo streamers who can't read words 
with more than 7 letters are clocking millions a year. Some days I just want to drop it all and watch 
the world 
burn.
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CNAcel or first responder?
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RN
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Sounds harsh. I hope you can find something that you rove or are passionate about c:
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the answer is right there in your post, dumbass:
also anyone at all can work for walmart if ur jobless its voluntary
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I'm not convinced you went through high school
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Have you tried bottommaxxing?
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Stop searching for a gf. That's too much to have on your plate at one time. Just volcelmaxx for a while. It's nice to have a gf but you can survive without one.
Lots of people in here telling you to exercise. It may sound like it's just dudebro bullshit, but it worked for me. The only exercise my crippled butt been able to do for the last 20 years is pushups but I've found it really helped. I just did a few when there were commercials on tv and it really made me feel a lot better.
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