I'm struggling so badly

I'm so miserably depressed :marseytabletired2: I can't find a reason to live. I fricked up my 20s and I'm stuck with a useless Masters degree. I can't get a job and the worst part is that I'm 156cm. I just got another rejection :marseyno: today :marseyclueless: following an interview. Hundreds of job applications with no success.

The pills :marseytedsimp: aren't working :marseylifting: because the problem :marseycanofworms: isnt chemical :marseychemist2: - my life is shit and it's justifiable to be depressed :marseysigh: about it. Shattered dreams, broken :marseytariq2: hope, and wasted :marseyhungover: time is all that remains.

I keep searching for a job, a gf, a PhD, stability in this life but nothing comes. It hurts so bad I want to cut myself :marseypain: to pieces. Just viciously self-harm. Can anyone relate?

I feel so worthless, too worthless to carry on. It's another evening of crying :marseylaptopangry2: myself :marseypain: to sleep, tears :marseyzeldabokoblin: streaming down my face as I type this.

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Will @sneedman have a job in two weeks?

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Results: he's workin on it

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!remindme 6 days

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I will be messaging you on 16.08.2024, 01:59 UTC to remind you of this comment

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!remindme 6 days

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I will be messaging you on 22.08.2024, 13:49 UTC to remind you of this comment

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I laughed thnaks

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!commenters !poll_voters

Last chance to vote in this very import goomble poll.

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how could u have done this to me @sneedman

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i'm kinda sad about having been a winner here tbh

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