Just purged for the benefit of my wife

My wife took an overdose earlier today. We are waiting for the ambulance and have been for the last hour and a half. When she was on the phone to them they had said that they aren't prioritising her but they will come out at some point tonight. They also said that if she was sick then she should call them back. She has been sick but it was in the potty and she flushed it. Last time this happened they said that they hadn't seen her be sick or any evidence of her being sick. So I purged into a bucket and it is bow next to her. So that there is evidence of her being sick.

I'm happy that she had asked me to do it as I ate more than my calorie allowance today so I was going to do it in secret. But I didn't have to.

I know this is seriously fricked up. But I guess me being bulimic works to her advantage too.