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It has like a 58% upmarsey rate last time I looked I think it's going to get deleted prob I think the girl who made this like four years ago made it semi unironically too I found it on some femcelgrippysock esque part of twitter.
Someone sent me one of those get them help reddit messages though
Edit: the seethe train continues to make its way into my notifications . I thought it was funny. Even unironically they should appreciate it anyway because of its absurdity
mods ?
- DickButtKiss : DAYUM she looks good! even better than her porno counterpart Lisa Ann!
- TrappyIsSkinny : I miss you PeepeeButtKiss
- whyareyou : sad eyes is NOT inspirational
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Greetings my delicious petite pooties!
Is it that time again already? It certainly is! It's rDrama's 5th annual No Nom November!
The rules are simple:
1. Weight yourself at the beginning of the month. โ๏ธ
2. Write encouraging and insightful comments in our daily No Nom November threads ๐ง
3. Stop being a fat ugly disappointment and lose some weight ๐ซ
4. Share your progress every week and at the end of the month for prizes! ๐
5. And don't forget to have fun! ๐
Discuss what strategies you're looking forward to using this month! Personally, I'm excited about bombarding my amygdala with thinspo
Here's a link to last year's NNN: https://rdrama.net/h/fatpeoplehate/post/225360/no-nom-november-day-30-prize
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Tw bodycheck
— rennie โก (@rencors) October 17, 2024
bed rotting today pic.twitter.com/EsaJpkYqpp
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I don't want to suffer hair loss or loss of energy, but I need to lose the last bit of fat I have in my thighs
Considering getting multivitamin supplements so I don't have to worry about protein and vitamin as much, and can just go most of the week off of a loaf of wheat bread.
Thoughs?, Recommendations?
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My boyfriend only dated and hooked up with thick, curvy women before we met. Despite me being really tall I'm the thinnest woman he's ever been with. He still follows tons of larger women on social media (less now since he knows it bothers me...but still)
It really really bothers me to the point where I can't get it out of my head and I'm constantly crying or getting upset about it. I'm stuck in this weird loop of hating my body, because even at my high weight I couldn't look like a curvy bikini model, but at the same time I'm borderline repulsed by the things I see him looking at. To the point that it makes me so angry, I want to restrict and lose more... it makes no sense. Like I'm angry at him for liking that body type and it makes me feel like crap, but at the same time it makes me feel like I'm somehow going to become superior the smaller and smaller I get...like one day he's going to appreciate it and I'll have some upper hand over the porn he likes. lmao obviously not.
He hasn't come onto me in so long. But when I bring it up he insists he still finds me attractive and he wants me, but I don't see how. I don't have anyone I can rant to about this so I just needed to let it out somewhere. I feel crazy.
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Like I can't believe that people go out of their way to eat 3 meals, and then still snack sometimes.
I can barely force myself to hold down one just so I don't pass out lol
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My thoughts used to race a lot but when I started restricting more my brain became really quiet. Now because I don't have the mental energy to spiral like I used to, my anxiety literally went away. I used to have panic attacks in class and didn't talk to anyone, even in group assignments I just couldn't get myself to speak. I would shake just standing up in front of a class for presentations and I was convinced everyone hated me. That got better after some therapy and actively working on myself but it really went away with restriction. I literally just don't have thoughts like I used. All I used to do before was think and now I still think (obviously lol) but it's more work and more of an action I actively act on than before. And so because I don't have all these thoughts telling me I'm dumb and stupid and should stop talking,and because I'm not going to actively think those things to myself, my anxiety completely died down. I have no problems speaking to anyone anymore, speaking in front of a class, presentations, I just don't have the mental energy to be anxious about it anymore. Curious if anyone relates?
trans lives matter less
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So I'm sifting through research articles on pubmed and I just found out that scientists have found a way to 'make a mouse anorexic' basically they saw that when they highly restrict the food available to the mouse, it begins being hyperactive and exercises excessively on its wheel, night or day, and starts to opt for exercising over taking food even when offered to them. Then they did brain scans on these mice and found that their brain activity was very similar to human anorexic patients.
I thought this was really cool because mice are scavengers that will eat whatever they can find, so for their abnormal brain activity to be so strong that it makes them not take food offered (when they have restricted access and are starving) is insane to me. Its like oh shit this actually is a physical disease and I'm not just making it up in my head, who'd a thought
side note: I'm really curious how many people here are interested in the 'science' of their disorder, I'm thinking if anyone else gives a shit I might start a forum just to post the conclusion from research stuff I read to get some legit info on a lot of things we're always contemplating (weight loss plateau, CICO vs other, HIIT vs low intensity long duration, metabolism of anorexics, body's reaction to starvation, all that kinda stuff
- your geeky premed anorexic
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In honor of the number of "help, I kept a binge down/am I going to die" threads I've seen recently, I will be reporting on what happens with this binge I've kept down for science and entertainment purposes. This is also gonna be the first time I actually -have- kept a binge down in about three years, so I'm genuinely curious to see how this shakes out.
Relevant info:
The binge was probably in the 10k-15k calorie range- not particularly huge volume-wise, but extremely calorically dense foods. Pizza, pasta, mashed potatoes, ice cream, etc. I had every intention of purging it, but fell asleep and woke up a full 15 hours later like... Well OK then.
I'm currently in a pattern of fasting/low-mid restricting outside of binges, so my body hasn't had to process this much food in one sitting in quite some time. I also have mild gastroparesis and severe lactose intolerance, so those two things may play a role here. Also also at the top of my menstrual cycle and fighting off a cold, so my metabolism is at a natural high point right now.
HOUR 15: Woke up fifteen hours post-binge in a small puddle- clearly had the night sweats something fierce, still overheating. Bloated, but not to the extent that I was expecting. I'm not feeling like I want to go out and run a marathon or anything but I'm not super uncomfortable or in pain. Pretty gassy.
HOUR 16: Took my usual morning regimen of 400 mg magnesium/standard dose miralax/multiple cups of coffee, so hopefully I can get things moving by the end of the day. Energy levels are ok- coffee's helping, but I do feel a little sluggish and would not mind taking another 15 hour nap. Still getting hot flashes.
HOURS 17-18: I am so fricking sweaty. Like, prize-hog-that-was-force-fed-7000mg-of-adderall-and-left-in-a-sauna levels of sweaty. Having mild stomach/gas cramps, so it seems like things are moving through me, albeit slowly. I did throw up involuntarily when I bent over to pick something up earlier, but all that came up was coffee and the lingering taste of garlic sauce (0/10 not ideal flavor combo).
HOURS 19-21: Meatsweats have subsided, but I am starting to get some reflux. I also pooped out what felt like a solid third of my bodily mass earlier, so my guts are doing what they're supposed to, at least. It's surprisingly warm for December (thanx global warming) so I walked to and from my therapy appointment to get some of the gas to subside- about 40 minutes each way, so nothing too crazy but definitely better than spending all day on the couch.
I'll note here that I'm not recording my weight because I don't own a scale (value my own sanity, etc), but I am retaining a noticable amount of water. To the point where I'm wearing my Designated Water Retention Leggings and they're tight on me. Frickin' ugh, but who is really surprised here.
HOURS 22-24: I actually started getting mildly hungry around the 23 hour mark, which is legitimately insane to me. Not sure if I want to risk eating something tonight, since I also started getting mild binge urges shortly before that, sadly enough. (Pretty sure the trigger was walking past work- didn't have to go in today, but my day job is enough of an ambient stress generator that just being near and/or thinking about the place is enough to get me keyed up.) We'll play it by ear- I have a friend dropping by later to hang out, so it might be safe to have something small while I'm not the only one in the house.
I definitely have mild heartburn and I'm still very bloated/puffy, but overall I don't feel nearly as bad as I thought I would. I guess the final test is to see what happens when everything moves into my intestines- I did eat a pretty significant amount of dairy, which I historically speaking do -not- do well with, so I'm guessing tomorrow might be more painful than not. But yeah, ultimate takeaway is if me and my non-functional digestive tract can handle a binge and survive, the rest of you probably can too. Going to try not to do this again any time soon though.
- whyareyou : big nose