BPD foids are the best

I love him so much I came giving him head. I am just so obsessed with this man, I love giving him pleasure so much. He wanted me to stop giving him oral to frick me, but when I said I almost came from it he had me go again. When he added nipple stimulation I was sent over the edge. I am so into him, it’s insane. He can look at me and I melt.

Wow that sounds great. I guess my wife of 15 years doesn't love me as much as this girl sucking a peepee for 3 months cause she doesn't c*m without touching her like a psycho. Why isn't my wife more like this woman?

I relapsed, and while my boyfriend knew I used to self harm, he’s never had to deal with this before. For context, my ex used to make me show him what I did, triggering himself and then him cutting himself as some sort of competition. Anyway, I had to tell my boyfriend what I did, because he would find out anyway. When I said it, he just looked at me with this beautiful kindness, love, and concern. He just said, “I’m so sorry to hear that. Thank you for telling me.” And then he held me for a long time, occasionally whispering “I love you” in my ear. I can’t believe how lucky I am. He did get pretty teary-eyed, which really makes me want to stay clean. He wants me to be okay, and maybe that’s enough for me to want to be okay, too.

Uh ok.

Thought I was bi, then thought I was a lesbian, and now I like a boy and am definitely a lemon-bar-eating, finger-gun-toting, saluting bisexual girlie here for the vibes!!! :D

Celebratory autism creature because I got diagnosed today!!

Please remember that ANY form of self harm is valid. My ex boyfriend never cared that I was bruising myself, he only cared when it was cutting. And you know what? That’s WRONG. No matter what you do, no matter how much it hurts or scars, you’re still hurting yourself on purpose, and that’s what matters. It’s sad and awful and I care about you so much. Mwah I love you <33 /p

Wow I wonder what could have caused all of this?

Any books with a main character that’s healing from childhood sexual abuse? I like to read books about my own trauma, it’s healing for me. However, I’ve failed to find too many fiction books with this trauma (I’ve read plenty of YA books about other types of trauma, though). Please don’t recommend A Little Life. I don’t like how (spoilers) It makes it seem like survivors are hopeless and incapable of getting better. I liked Hopeless by Colleen Hoover. Repressing the trauma is also not often shown in books. Thanks!