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gender dysphoria

i spend every waking moment of my life trying to somehow suppress my desire to kill myself. My bed sits adjacent to a window, and sometimes I feel as though that window calls my name. I've removed the screen before, just to get some fresh air and perhaps a sense of adrenaline through my veins. All of this because I'm trans, because I'll never have the semblance of a normal life. I just want to be a woman more than anything in the world, and yet God must hold that from me while freely handing it out to everyone else. I remember digging into my perineum as a child, hoping that there was secretly an opening down there. Part of me still clings onto the hope that perhaps if I pray to God hard enough and want it badly enough, that some day I'll wake up and I'll be a cis woman and will have always been a cis woman and this bad dream can finally come to and end. But every day I wake up only to discover that it's not, and the only way to truly end this living nightmare is to end my life.

So frick you, @CrystalVulpine. I have gender dysphoria. There is no reason for it; it is an irrational desire which can only partially be sated by transition. The "why you should transition" post was a light-hearted attempt to highlight some of the positives of transitioning (and poke some fun at chuds), rather than all of the negative. But rhetoric is lost on rDrama, and due to low literacy rates in the US, many (including you!) took it literally. Frick you, you have absolutely no foundation to speculate upon feelings which only I truly know. I tend to keep these things close to my heart, but I absolutely loathe people like you who erroneously take lack of mention to imply lack thereof.

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somehow suppress my desire to kill myself

Red herring. trying to suppress feelings like that doesn't work, you need to use it as fuel for spite. Spite is genuinely the best possible motivator that the human psyche has. Convert the blegh to a seething hatred of whoever made you feel that way and you'll ultimately do like ten times better by simple virtue of proving some loser wrong. It got me through high school, college and into my current career like a decade ago

!nonchuds do it with white trash

!chuds do it with non-white trash

If you see quite literally anyone successful, there's a decent chance spite got them there. Heck, Even Pizzashill manages to be successful out of sheer impotent spite towards white women and minorities. It's the great equalizer.


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>PNW

>seething hatred of chuds and repubs

>wagie job he takes perverse pride in

>wagie job he toys around with out of boredom

>gf and family who support him for some reason

He's a liberal artscel who couldn't get a suitable job :marseymanysuchcases: but his loved ones still see some potential in him. Instead he decided to grocerymax, but his education prepared him for higher things (wrangling wagies) and he squanders his slowly atrophying wits developed through schooling on running schemes involving nut suppliers.

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I didn't read your post (too many lines, not enough marseys to saturate it) but i appreciate the effort and gave u an heckin upmarseyrino anyway


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im suicidal everyday, but continue to live just so that i can continue to contribute voting or influencing the world against wokes and commies out of sheer fricking unadulterated spite :marseyembrace: :marseytrollcrazy: :marseyraging:

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Atta-boy, that's how it's done.

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This is terrible advice 👍

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All advice is bad advice unless it works :marseyagreefast:


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it-is-what-it-is-chads stay winning

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it-is-what-it-is-cels seething over i'll-show-them.-i'll-show-them-all-chads :marseyindignant:


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no it isn't

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literally moving on and consciously trying to have a positive outlook is much better advice

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incorrect, denying the existence of your merit and validity to be angry, let alone the anger itself, is not healthy by any means

a positive outlook is nice and all but being able to run the anger through a filter and distilling it to clean energy is advanced moid skillet and a solid meta

e: this ironically involves adoption of some foid techniques, really high level stuff.

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Unironically this r-slurred perspective is why Gen Z is so straggy and depressed

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Gen Z is depressed because they've been taught that all their problems are someone else's fault, then they attempt to cope with the cognitive dissonance that is a lot of their mental health problems are in fact not someone else's fault, and then they go on antidepressants and pay therapists to tell them where their trauma comes from (to find who that someone else is who's fault it is)

Since someone here will probably tell themselves that this is what I think of all people who go to therapy, in order to have an excuse to not think up an actual counterargument, here's the disclaimer saying obviously there are many people who this does not apply to.

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They're depressed :marseytabletired2: because hot chip

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People of all times and places have the natural instinct to think everything is someone else's fault.

The real reason each new generation is more miserable is genetics. In the past, the weak and defective didn't survive, they died in infancy and never reproduced. Nearly everyone who lived was strong and functioning well. But now we have advanced technology to keep the less fortunate alive and having kids. It's well-intentioned, but it also means they pass on genes that doom a person to a lower quality of life. Instead of say a 1% chance of losing the genetic lottery (and probably being put out of your misery within a few years), it's now more like 50%.

People don't like to hear that much if not most of their life satisfaction was predetermined, but in the vast majority of cases it was. If you're a miserable, unhappy person, maybe think twice before running into the rat race and having kids. There's always adoption if kids are non-negotiable for you, we're getting overpopulated anyway.

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That's malebrained as heck.

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Dudes rock


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Heck hath no fury like a woman scorned

Women doing things out of sheer hatred and spite is a known fact since millennia

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successful women don't exist :marseyindignant:


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I have irrefutable proof that at least one does

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Spite is genuinely the best possible motivator that the human psyche has

Stop trying to make her commit a mass shooting!!!!!

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Dramaphobic :marseyindignant:


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this is an ability unlocked with the moid class, tb had been on hgc (whatever the hormone is called) and had suppressed these abilities. I think by this point they are unable to even convert anger to free energy, it seems they're just getting sad now (i.e. hormones have taken affect, she's losing her moid powers)

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:marseycool:


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What if the reason you feel horrible isn't another person?

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