this has been bugging me for a while but i think it might not be a good idea to tell irl ppl about this (bad reactions in the past). I know jealousy towards cis women is pretty common for women to feel but I have this extreme jealousy-almost anger-towards my cis coworker.
she is everything I want to be and more. She's Swedish/Japanese and speaks both fluently, she has a gorgeous feminine child like face, small delicate hands and feet, shes small and skinny but somehow still has boobs/butt?? she constantly smells so good and feminine, her hair so long and shiny, everything about her is so ultra feminine it triggers the FRICK out of me whenever I have to interact with her.
I cannot stop internally hating this girl even though she's super sweet and talented. I have dreams where we wake up and our bodies our switched, she cries and screams when she realizes she is no longer in her body but in mine. My big awkward body that will never look feminine or attractive. I get so much joy from knowing that I took her body away from her and she is stuck in mine. Its weird I know I am seeing my therapist about this.
I just can't get over how unfair it is. She was so blessed with looks and femininity.
deep down I hate this girl. I day dream about doing bad things to her and it scares me. I would never actually do anything IRL but the way she inflicts so much pain on me by making me feel so ugly, worthless, and masculine sends me into a fricking rage. I can't shake this feeling of being "wronged" by her existence and needing to get "revenge". Again, I would NEVER act on it but I cannot shake these feelings.
I need advice please, or sympathy please. I just want to be a fricking cute small girl this life is not fricking fair
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I'm not a chud larper you BIPOCs !holejannies !lgbt !cuteandinvalid
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but no seriously, at this point who the frick is the real starry? who is even starry? there is like a billion alts, and some of them post fricking unhinged shit. What the heck is going on lmaoo
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There are zero good starry posts, so how would the truth benefit you?
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i am the real starry. all else are imposters. i have 1 alt and it doesnt have the word "starry" in it. u would know which one it is if u have been paying attention
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Stfu box
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No alts it's all me
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Why does it matter?
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carve off
@Fresh_Start 's testicles and make him a cute little Paki transwoman
by adding a new cute girl to your harem you will feel massively empowered and much happier
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he attacked indians (as a Pakistani they do this bc they think they're Arabs)
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I am sorry, I cannot hear you over the Indian pp in your mouth.
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why would half an inch of peepee make it hard to talk?
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banned, don't EVER talk to me like that again
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just compare yourself to 2D anime women
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Jealousy is so dumb tbh, like i get wishing you had something someone else has but you have no idea what goes on inside that woman's head. For all you know she's a trauma survivor or depressed or something. Have experienced the other side of this when people would experience obvious jealousy towards me when deep down i was a repping
with lots of angst.
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Now remember: You have NO regard for human life, especially women, because they have the organs that you wish that YOU had! So you want to make a suit from them.
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kill kill kill kill kill
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I'd recommend shrooms because they let me experience ego death
which lead me to accepting myself 
and being comfortable in my own skin but with how neurotic you sound 
I'm afraid 
psychedelics would 
push you over the edge.
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Slice their faces up with a razor blade to teach them a lesson
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You're trans
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charge at them at night while screaming
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hi starry, im very much a live and let live kind of person, so i generally dont like just assuming that people are being facetious. one thing im confused about though is that you have self-referred multiple times using male terminology. "boyclit", "boislut", and "bussy" to name a few. me personally, referring to myself with any male terms tends like that to make me dysphoric. do you mind clarifying exactly how you feel about this kind of terminology? is it like, "okay i can say it but others cant"? or maybe you're not a transwoman, but more something along the lines of enby or genderfluid? or are you a femboy on hrt? im very confused and would like some clarification, but recognize im not entitled to answers. i would just like to be in an environment where everybody is on the same page. thats all :)
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