In 2013, I took in a homeless teen (she was 18) who committed suicide by jumping off the roof of the apartment I was living. I tried everything I could to help her, I tried to get her back into school, I tried to get her connected with mental health support, but I was unable.
There was a lot of drama involving her 17 year old boyfriend where he broke up with her and then started dating my 20-something year old roommate who was also extremely mentally ill. I tried to pass her onto a mutual friend who had a son that knew her. She left her place and ended up back at my apartment the following day. I noticed the signs afterwards such as the fact that she was giving away cigarettes, and when I invited her out to dinner with my family when we went out for Thai food she was picking at her food and not eating. When we got back she seemed optimistic and was making accounts on dating profiles, the reason why I blamed myself for her death was because I tried to show her the Korean movie "I'm a cyborg but that okay" and at the begging of that movie there is a girl who attempts suicide. She didn't watch all the way through. The next day she jumped off my apartment balcony.
I have the tendency to take on too much responsibility for the actions of others and I finally made progress in the fact that I am able to realize I was probably the only person in her life who didn't give up on her, even at the expense of myself and it took like a decade but I was able to finally forgive myself for my role in her death. I've been so racked and overwhelmed with guilt for nearly a decade because of my tendency to take on the responsibility for others, I took on the responsibility over her death.
I just wanted to let people know that I made a lot of progress in forgiving myself because people have free will and I am not responsible for the actions of others.
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ur a chomo murderer lmaooo u will never be accepted into the Kingdom
die mad ritty hon do it soon kk
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I was already told by God that I was going to end up in heaven for my actions on Earth. I would be more worried about yourself.
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chomos go to heck ritty hon have fun!!
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Interesting fact, but thatβs not relevant too WC.
Black lives matter, but Joe Brandon doesnβt believe that.
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says the chomo lover ur sick fr i tried with u but nah i'm done stay tf away from
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Youβre mistaken, love.
@Greu just called out a potential libertarian an hour ago 
Black Lives Matter!
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ALL TW R PEDOS DIE MAD
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Youβre mistaken! Total War is one of like three gaming franchises total without a s*x scandal!
Black Lives Matter!
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can u try n not be a fricking annoying butt scrote rn? like i told u stay tf away from me n u can't even respect that like fr there smth wrong with u
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u will burn in hellfire for eternity u freak
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Listen to your higher self and change your ways.
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chomos go to heck
enjoy ur stay!
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