Confessions ghost thread

She doesn't exercise nearly enough and eats like shit. She's overweight, and stresses out about too much dumb shit, which both kill her libido. I love her very much, but it kills me to constantly watch her not do what she needs to do to be healthy.

She lost a good amount of weight before our wedding, and then I guess between all of the crazy life shit that happened in the last few months, and just normal foid shit, she just dropped off from working out and eating right. I work a pretty physical job, and even I don't feel like I get enough exercise, so I know that she isn't.

We've been doing all these fertility treatments, doctors say that all my stuff is good, and it just feels like a huge waste. She is a huge planner, and does all this research about the fertility stuff, but then doesn't take care of herself. She talks about all the macros and micros she needs to produce better eggs, but makes excuses about calories. To top it off, and I've had this discussion with her, if we're trying to have a kid, we have to have s*x more than once every couple of weeks. Even when she knows it's her ovulation week, she doesn't even attempt to be sexy or desirable. It's always on me.

I hate putting my personal shit online like this, but goddarn. It just makes me resent her so much, but I love her too much to leave. I didn't even want kids until I met her, and she brought me around to the idea of it, and now it just makes me angry that she changed my mind about having kids, made me want them, and then can't be bothered to get herself in good enough shape to have them.

She's 700 lbs