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Confessions ghost thread :marseyboomarch:

Except me. I'm perfect, I'm here to judge y'all for the nasty weirdos you are.

I want it all. Gimme your gossip, your secrets, etc etc etc

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I'm a coomer.

I don't know how I feel about it.

I'd say I'm ashamed, but I don't feel any shame about jerking off to weird porn.

I care more about the consequences. What people will think if they find out.

I know that a lot of my fantasies are fricked up, and I really don't know why that is.

If it helps me garner some sympathy, I got touched as a kid, though I don't think that really matters as much as the fact I've been online since a very young age.

Then again, maybe it's something wrong with my brain. Plenty of people go online for years and come out being normal.

I'll probably just rope when I end up doing something I regret.

I know I won't stop no matter how much I try, because I always go back to it.

I'm only on here as a distraction in between the time I waste on virtual succubi and whoremongers.

I should really kill myself.

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:marseygossip:

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average scrote tbh

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Tbh I think coomer deadending is overblown. I watch a lot of porn, some of it pretty degenerate too (breeding, noncon, weird hentai shit if the animation's good, recently bought a VR headset just to try 3D porn), around the same time I smoke a lot of weed: when shits just not too interesting otherwise.

But my life's on the right track otherwise. I don't have a problem social-bonding or focusing on professional long-term goals. I'm not saying this to put you down if you're struggling there, just that being a coomer is correlated to being a sad sack, but you can be a coomer and also have life satisfaction.

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You could always solve the problem with a pair of scissors

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uhhh I mean if ur into weird stuff like who cares but wdym by doing something u regret :#marseyconfused::#marseyscared:

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I stopped years ago and it doesn't even bother me anymore

I used to data hoard weird hentai

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I got rid of my collection recently, but I've been doing this shit where I'll download something, coom to it, then delete it and empty the recycling bin.

It's like an neurodivergent ritual that I'm following for no good reason. Sometimes I'll re-download something I'd previously deleted.

I feel insane.

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I did that exact thing for several years.

I think if you want to quit, you can quit. But if you think it's even a little bit ok, then you're just gonna peek at just a little bit. If you cling to any hope whatsoever that the coom material is good for you, you're gonna see something while scrolling and look up more. It's fine because I have it under control now. Then it will turn back into a whole thing, for just this night, and pretty soon it's worse then before.

For me it helps to visualize the problem as an intelligent enemy that has been conspiring against me my whole life.

https://media.giphy.com/media/My1Nc34ToNrdg1lIlr/giphy.webp

Will you give the devouer of souls any ground?

Whatever it takes to make you think all porn, even drawn porn, is forbidden.

now that it's been 5ish years and to my surprise, I've even lost most of the weird fetishes that I thought were just innate or something because I had them since I can remember :marseyshrug: I imagine in 5 more years I'll be even more normal in that regard, and I am very much ok with this. I didn't do anything to try to rid myself of fetishes, it just started happening. I suspect getting a few positive life experiences while not consooming coomshit slowly healed parts of my psyche or something.

my favorite thing is how free my imagination is, I never think about that stuff anymore, and can think about so many things and appreciate the natural world and stuff like that

I can do fun creative exercises like world building and come up with fantasy stories and I don't get distracted with becoming horny. If I do, I just dismiss the thought and continue thinking.

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Posts like this is why I do Heroine.

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name your fetishes and I'll let u know if you need to drive off a bridge

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I was going to give you the list, but just typing it out made me realize that I'm too traumatized/fricked in the head to ever live a normal life.

I really do need to kill myself.

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L bit also respect the honestu

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'll probably just rope when I end up doing something I regret

WHAT DID HE MEAN BY THIS.

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some fun ones. none of you can prove this in a court of law

1. I found a p-do once in my bed with one of my kid brothers friends

2. I committed a crime and pinned it on someone else. He went to jail. Cops are biased

3. I tried to stab my brother to death when we were kids but he was faster than me and got away

4. Killed my gerbil as a kid and pretended I found it that way and got a lot of sympathy out of it

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literally pyschotic

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I'm bimothy

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Frick off Bimothy no one likes you and I bet ur fat

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I am actually pretty fat

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Called it

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I was horribly injured in a freak accident in early 2001 so I could never serve. Everyone I've loved in any way has been horribly victimized by communism.

Come on, this shouldn't be too hard to guess.

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I don't brushmy teeth. Haven't since I was like probably 8 or younger.

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that other guy had a schizo friend but I have multiple

when they have episodes i can see something too, but I don't see what they see, i see something else that is faintly there

telling them it's real but to ignore them for your own good seems to help

are we all pretending this stuff isn't happening?

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Sounds like they all have a schizo friend too

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I don't want to visit her because I don't want to be fed shitmaxxing elixirs to cure the root of my financial problems (I am not fabulously wealthy)

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it's hard to become a millionaire at will (usually it ends in a few grand wasted on an idea that doesn't work)

she's convinced it's "chronic fatigue syndrome" since I need 9 hours of sleep, before this she tried to cure my "autism" but I think it made me more "neurodivergent" and I had to sleep on grounding mats and get covered in essential oils

I don't want to shit out toxins by drinking nasty smoothies that are smooth to give me "energy" because I'm too underweight to develop butt-bulimia

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Yeah you bagged a new age freak. Just because they are empathetic doesn't mean it's worth your time πŸ˜‚

Making money (basically getting your shit together) is like not being fat or finding a girlfriend, you got to take care of yourself physically first and start small. Small shit turns into habits you do regularly. Like building testosterone at the gym makes you motivated and energetic and makes working out all the time easier.

Most fat people would lose weight going on a walk every day for an hour, eventually you can do real exercise. Same idea for money (and women and every other thing).

Telling people they need to do a huge program is how they never get anywhere.

Sleeping is the most important thing for everything in life though

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https://media.giphy.com/media/ValgbM2rYguWs/giphy.webp

She a bagged a literal hobo many years ago. The hobo beat all odds and ended up being able to keep some money in the bank and a nice house. She jannies various facebook groups, some alternative health related, where tales sucessmaxxing everyone in your life is gigadelicious social currency that raise your perceived authority. She figures if she can go from lower lower class to upper middle class, one of her kids can do the same thing, (unless they can't because she let big pharma inject toxins into their bodies at a young age). She has a massive chip on her shoulder about being an intellectual when everyone else around her was a hick growing up. I had a professor with the same complex and it was ubercringe "I'm from a holler where they don't like reading or education!" yeah ok, man. Whatever.

It makes all my siblings uncomfortable what she posts on facebook, and she always makes her comments come off as "here's the expert", to an unnecessary degree, while oversharing and bragging. One time I questioned her methods and she had a massive meltdown that I was attacking her and organizing everyone against her.

it wasn't like this 10 years ago

the fricking internet man, it's making people insane


ps: thanks for your good advice :derpthumbsup: I get a LOT of bad advice because when she meets "investors" at the DMV or wherever she will somehow try to introduce them to me

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All them words won't bring your pa back.

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Yeah that's an interesting phenomenon with small town white women, the more rural version of city Yoga girls

I see it all the time on Tinder since I moved out of the city. they love pushing the self-obsessed personal development thing but it's all wrapped in modern day version of Oprah's "The Secret" style hippie find-yourself woo woo and are usually doing some bullshit job related to it.

I'm usually attracted to the rebellious but not a frumpy do-nothing girls. Which in lower class foid-world usually means lots of new agey babble.

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>find-yourself woo woo

nah, she will find you, with facts and logic

and brag to the facebook groups she's modded in about how she did it

and yeah she's doing personal development consulting now since a few years ago since her kids are mostly so successful :marseyxd:

you called that lol

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All our best posters are incels.

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Caroline Ellison :chudette: is not unattractive, especially to the degree that rdramacels pretend she is

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who has ever said that downie is attractive

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I have

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Not unattractive as people say != people said she's attractive

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you are :marseyblind: if you are vouching for that in any way

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BRO. SHE ISN"T FRICKING ATTRACTIVE. GET OVER IT.

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Indeed

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literally who?

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https://i.rdrama.net/images/16906949377436345.webp

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This is basically the dictionary definition of unattractive, like literally close to platonic ideal

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https://i.rdrama.net/images/16907335065348096.webp

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holy shit

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hi i'm bimothy :marseywave2:

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I tried my best to like Taylor swift as my gf is crazy for her music but I just cannot stand pop music like that and can't relate in any way to some rich womens problems.

How can anyone like music without any kick to it, not just metal or rock but even classical, jazz or some rap I can get behind.

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swiftie website albiet

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Last one was really fun so USAPcels come out again. Looking a little brighter outside here at Mactown.

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Here's a few

An increasing large reason I use this site is chatting up the foids here.

I have little interest in men socially speaking. If I don't have to engage with them I generally don't. I often don't even consider it an option, I'll give male coworkers the thumbs up when they ask how's it going but I'll only stop to chat with women.

Having seemingly my entire desire to socialize come from a want of s*x concerns me because the moment I get a date, or even seriously plan on asking a girl out I really lose all desire to interact with other people. If I have a girlfriend, I hang out with her, I party with her, I talk to her and I become even more withdrawn from other people, which I worry is as smothering as it sounds.

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I have the same preference toward foids and also slide into the DMs of the foids here out of a genuine preference to get to know them better than the guys here. I'd get to know carp more but he also seems busy/we have literally nothing in common besides a shared amusement of his humor.

But I also have male friends from high school/college. I've not made any new ones since, but it's a strong enough social circle that I feel less concerned that the only new people I try to get to know are women, specifically the ones I find attractive.

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and also slide into the DMs of the foids here out of a genuine preference to get to know them better than the guys here.

I do that too. Literally the only dms I've sent to moids have been asking for or render computer aid

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Of my 3 pages only 2 dms are to foids. It's foolish to hit up foids on here man.

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Hi Carp

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I don't use gay butt ghost threads

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You're so full of shit your beady little eyes are brown

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You can literally tell my comments because the give award button is greyed out r-slur

Ghost threads are embarrassing af once you realize how they're like 40% OP just having conversations with themselves and 60% others doing the same thing

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But i thought jannies couldn't tell who is who in ghost threads

:#marseythinkorino: :carp#thinkorino:

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Awfully convenient

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Ya'll neighbors thirsty af.

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Dude I need my clit (male) licked

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Guys like this are annoying af and contribute to the death of internet spaces all the time.

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Oh no, internet spaces 🌈

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Disgusting horny strag.

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πŸ”ͺ πŸ₯’

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All the women here are low-quality. 99% of laughs come from men, and they're a lot more fun to talk with.

If you think otherwise you're objectively thinking with your peepee.

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keep yourself safe

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That's pathetic and you will die sad and alone when your codependent gf swings to a new branch, if you ever get one.

The foids here are LVF with crippling mental issues, that's why they attention farm on a fricking forum.

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The same but opposite

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I get what you're trying to do but you need to find IRL foids to be friends with. The foids here are not representative of that.

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I have foid friends, just too :marseypoor: to date rn

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we can sense this btw and if it becomes a permanent part of your personality it will make you unattractive to foids who aren't also codependent (crazy). make one or two of your male coworkers into friends who you at least go out for a beer with every once in a while.

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Imo it reads like he wants that codependency.

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we can sense this btw

:#marseygiveup:

Why is foidar so darn good? Yall can sniff out moidisms like a bloodhound

make one or two of your male coworkers into friends who you at least go out for a beer with every once in a while.

I do, but at the end of the day it's always something I'm glad to be finished with.

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I do, but at the end of the day it's always something I'm glad to be finished with.

i think a lot of people feel this way. it's not subhumanly abnormal anyway.

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chatting up the foids here

I don't know the gender of literally anyone here apart from penny and that's because she's screamed about it so loudly

neighbour how the frick are you paying this much attention

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they type a particular way and it's incredibly obvious once you notice it

there's also like 4-5 neurodivergent fat foids here that are nearly indistinguishable

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neighbour how the frick are you paying this much attention

:#marseyshrug:

I have good foidar.

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