i am a huge cute twink but anal s*x is kind of repulsive, i pretend to be a top just so i don't have to bottom but its very hard for me to c*m from penetrative s*x because it's kind of a chore
the most enjoyable "s*x" i have had has been mutual jerking off or BJs or handjobs. If it was socially acceptable for me to never have s*x Id avoid it forever. I told a hookup once I didn't want to frick and wasn't interesting in that and he acted like i said i enjoy fricking dogs
a butthole is just not a sexualised organ for me. it is intimately associated with pooping. i like everything else about the male body in a totally normal way. I kind of wish there was a third hole just for s*x that allowed gay s*x to not be fundamental repulsive to me
this has stopped me from forming long term romantic relationships for more than a few months, I'm 30
It's also very hard to find gay porn that doesn't Center around buttholes or anal (or god forbid extreme penetration stuff like huge buttplugs)
Am i a complete freak who needs to be MAIDed
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I'm not sure why you're asking this question here, on this, the internet's #1 gay dating site, rather than, you know, on a gay dating site.
You're not alone.
I'm not saying this because I'm in the same boat as you, but just because no matter how niche, depraved or weird, there's always a bunch of people out there with the same fetish or problem as you.
Heck, there's probably a whole community waiting for you at stragswhodontlikebuttstuff.com.
If not, start one.
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