OP is shockingly nice about realizing it's all fake and thanks the trains for their misguided support but decides to finally emerge from the void and become a man:
I'm 16 and funnily enough exactly 100 days ago today I realized I was trans. since then I've bought fem clothes, makeup, but I kind of hit a wall a while ago where I realized I'll never really be a girl I'm just ruining my life even more than I already had before I knew I was trans. I just need to putting more effort into being a guy for however long my life lasts. But anyways, thanks for all being so good to me your some of the nicest people I've ever known
His kindness is not reciprocated:
In the end it is up to you but I'm warning you, "Putting more effort" into being a guy wont make you happier, it won't be easier and it wont help your mental state improve
Another sperg trying to groom him back into it:
Hey! As somebody who is trans and who's also had a crashout similar to yours(I.e. see my comment history), I just want to stop here and say that no matter what path your journey of being transgender takes you, to please stay on it. 100 days may seem like a long time, but it's really just the start of a lifelong process.
I get how frustrating it is to try and put so much effort into being a woman only to be stuck looking like a guy. I get the feeling of thinking that if I just become more masculine, I won't be trans anymore. But that's just not the case. Regardless of anything else, your brain's gender identity is that of a woman. You are and always were a woman, even if you didn't understand at an early age. Trying to suppress that will just make you more unhappy.
Please remember that there is so much more to being a woman than passing as one. Remember that regardless of how much it sucks to look like a guy on the outside, that physical appearance does not have an impact on your inner self, and your inner self is ALWAYS worth nurturing.
Look, if you need to stealth to keep yourself safe, then stealth. But just remember that your true self is always worth showing in the end. Heck, even if you're not trans, then that's okay too! You're allowed to question as much as you want, and that's part of the trans experience as well. I hope you find yourself and let your true self shine. It's always worth it, friend :)
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That groomer seems to be a troll. Posts in /r/aspergers but got a post removed for saying
s aren't real. His first post was about realizing he's a 
after going bald. lmao
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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You are, and always were a woman.
Opinion discarded.
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But I tried real real hard this time. Can I get a participation award?
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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Granted
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You are too good to me, sir.
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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So are you tbh
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HRT will make your hair grow back and turn you into a literal 9yo little girl, transphobe.
I swear cissies are like creationists/flat earthers/covid deniers...
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That is edited to all heck.
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It's how she percieves herself, transphobe!
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He's 16 he's got time.
He does look a little neurodivergent in the eyes though.
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he got that zuckerberg robot face
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Just needs to moisturize and lift. He can make it if Zuck could.
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Reptilianmisia
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looks like mark zuckerberg !chuds
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PS3 cut scene lookin motherlover
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Hey its that girl from the last of us
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"Neighbor" and "keep yourself safe" are phrases that have been absolutely ruined for me by this site. even in a completely unrelated context i automatically translate neighbor to nìgga in my head, and keep yourself safe as ironic/call to kýs.
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Whenever I see the word BIPOC now I automatically translate it as the no-no word and assume they are being very racist in public. Makes life funnier.
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Same. I just have to stop myself from writing the actual term in reply...
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Same with BIPOC.
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Oh yeah, though at least that one's always code for nigģer anyways, just politely worded. Neighbors on the other hand can be white. And the association makes the joke "what n-word do you never want to call a black person - neighbor" even funnier.
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Slur filter significantly enhances my rDrama
browsing experience 
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You're fricking up by not calling your white friends neighbors.
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Neighbor isn't neighbor, it's BIPOC lol
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The hard R is what makes it racist. Totally different words.
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"keep yourself safe" (not an rdrama-ism) is fantastic - during the height of the coof you could say it to everyone at any time.
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Even interpreted literally it's condescending and dismissive, I love it
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same with the phrase "Male Feminist"
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I haven't seen a neighbor in weeks and I'm so happy
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!transphobes this is
speak for "you will never be a woman"
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I AM NOW HAPPY
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The funny thing about Jazz Jennings is that she passed before puberty and even the puberty blockers couldn't save her from looking like a fat beer-belly man as she aged.
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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"HRT changes your bone structure and body fat distribution!"
If Jazz murdered xer mother and I was the defense attorney, I would display that picture in the court.
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Jazz is basically a horror show
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i just want that donut judge shirt fam
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Xhe got fat because their neovag surgery failed (probably due to the gock being underdeveloped because of the blockers) and now theyre in constant pain with a useless open wound in their crotch.
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just switch back
phalloplasty exists
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No one will ever tell the difference
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I did actually meet a MtFtM who got the chop and change but regretted it. I wonder what happened to him
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Is this the redBull can pic
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No but it's similar and also unpleasant to see
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Guess the hormone blockers didn't work.
What is the point for using the blocker then?
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Population control.
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I legit cant tell if thats one of those face-swap apps, some digital filter going haywire, or if he caked on so much makeup so badly that it looks like he ripped someone's skin off (who is much slimmer) and pulled and stretched it over his own like a too small glove
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The Google captions said something like "trans influencer."
It's a person who cakes on makeup on the internet for children to watch I guess.
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Isn't it Gorlock from one of those podcasts where OnlyFans whores are insulted by loser men for 2 hours straight?
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oh darn, I searched Gorlock and up come 1000 pics of GORLOCK THE DESTROYER
I believe this is the show you're referencing?
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Thats the one. Same creature but its hard to tell they all look like that when they get that large.
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Pretty surprising tbh.
Most of these people's problems would be solved if they just embraced being an effeminate gay man.
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I think the "twink in denial" pill probably is/was true for the older "generations" of trains.
These new zoomer ones are even sadder, they're teenagers searching for community and their place in the world - as teenagers have done since time immemorial - in an increasingly atomised societywhere all traditional (and offline!) means of community, especially for scrotes, have been intentionslly dismantled and destroyed, or at least been so sanitised by political correctness that teenagers with raging and confused hormones cant open up and thus truly feel at ease.
We could get rid of 95% of trains if we forced scrotes to go out and not waste their life at their computer, and if we got rid of libshit "tone policing" and thought crime, and allowed scrotes a place for themselves and to speak openly in confidentiality.
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They only works if the forcing isn't scolding them and outside isn't mother-approved, "safe and controlled" environments and activities.
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Or if they worked on their life issues first. TERFs have this weird thing about assuming all of them are just effeminate gay men when a lot are just poorly socialized with lackluster parents
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The trans community treats radical inclusion and acceptance as a divine mission, for better or ill, for exemple they take Chris-chan's gender seriously
It's why they're so powerful as a potential cult; when lonely people get love bombed they don't wanna leave
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Interesting. I wonder if this person can define what is a woman?
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featherless bipod
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Featherless BIPOC
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what is a man?
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Gallus domesticus
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The one who
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They apparently also have never heard the story of the totally happy unfrickable uggo girls and the whales.
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You cant just decide not to frick toasters anymore, you are and will always be a toasterfricker and you should never ever even think about not being one ever again
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but fricking the same s*x is?
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butt fricking
the same s*x is
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