I won at age 29

Hi, I want to share my story of how I won and found love. Maybe it'll give someone hope to don't give up.

My size 4.3 length bonepressed and 3.6 girth.

PS. English is not my native language. Sorry for all the mistakes I made.

Let's start from the beginning. I was exposed to porn rather early, around age 8–9. It ruined my expectations for my peepee. My whole childhood and teens years I was believing that porn peepees are normal "adult" sizes, and I was so excited to start puberty, so my peepee finally start growing to that size.

Unfortunately It was barely growing. Which made me really depressed, and I started avoiding any social interactions. Basically, from age 14, I completely isolated myself from interacting with girls my age. I spend puberty just waiting for my peepee to grow, slowly losing hope. And I ended up with a peepee around 3.5 inches and really thin. It was really terrible for me. I lost my will to do anything with my life and I became addicted to porn, masturbating, games and anime. I lived all my school years up until age 28, basically as a neet spending all my free time in my room.

Getting into work at age 26 helped me a lot. I became more social with people, because It was an office, and I was forced to have interactions with them. In the meantime, I lost a lot of weight. And that gave me a huge confidence boost, because my peepee grew to 4.3 inches in length. It was still not much, but It made me feel a lot better.

At age 28 I started to get worry that I'll become an 30 years old virgin. Also, In my workplace they hired two really obese and ugly guys. And each of them had beautiful girlfriends. I was so jealous of them. That was my trigger to get dating app and try my luck.

It took me half a year to get somewhat decent with just writing with girls.

Then I finally found a girl that was kinda really into me. She was my age, divorced and really fat. But she was fascinated that I was a virgin at that age, and she wanted to be my first, and she gave me "green card" to do anything I wanted with her. I warned her that I have a small peepee, but she said that It doesn't matter because she is really desensitized, and can c*m only from toys. So it seemed perfect to me to break the ice and loose virginity.

Unfortunately, the anxiety was too high, and I just couldn't get hard with her. She was disappointed, and she didn't feel like helping me. She just expected me to get hard and frick her. She didn't want to do anything with me or my peepee. She was just kind of a pillow princess.

I was seeing her for 3 months, and all I did was eating her out and finger her.

After that, I continued dating, but It wasn't long before I found my love.

I was really skeptical about meeting her, because she was 7 years younger and gorgeous. But we had the same tastes in music and similar interests(she was also a nerd). We went on a date just 4 days after meeting on the dating app. And It was so amazing. Like in romance movies love from the first sight. For the first time in my life I felt desired by a girl. I told her that I am a virgin on the first day and told her about my bad experiences with the girl I met before. She felt bad for me and said that she'd do anything to help me overcome my problems.

Later, I told her that I have a small peepee, and I'm really anxious about my size and that I might be too small for her. Her reaction was priceless. She said that peepee size was the last thing she cares about, and then she sent me a photo of her toy, a little smooth vibrator next to a ruler, with line drawn, and said, "this much can I fit" Which was around 4 inches long. She also said that her ex-boyfriend was bigger and his peepee was always a problem for her, because she is really tight and sensitive down there, and he had to constantly stretch her, which was painful.

I decided to trust her and leave this to her. We were meeting every weekend. And every weekend we were making small steps. First, she made me feel comfortable being touched. The next week she gave me handjob. Next blowjob. And then we did it. I lost virginity with her. And It was amazing doing it with someone I can trust and feel comfortable with.

It was amazing and shocking for me. I went from 0 to 100 in just a few months. We are 10 months together now, and we plan our future together.

I feared that she might fake pleasure, and lie that she don't care about size. But I believe she really enjoys s*x with me, and I have the perfect size for her. Her kitty is really tight and short. She doesn't like fingering with two fingers, because she feels stretched. I can feel the back wall of her kitty just with my finger, even when she is fully aroused. I can't tell If I'm reaching back wall of her kitty with my peepee, because years of masturbation and using fleshlight made me a little desensitized, but she claims that I actually do, and in some positions even she feels a little pain.

I know I had a lot of luck finding the perfect girl just on the second try, but It is truly amazing. My life changed dramatically since I met her and I have better s*x life than I ever imagined. She treats me like a king and made me feel like a real man. I feel equal to my coworkers now, and I gained tons of confidence.

So don't give up. Sometimes you just have to try and give luck a chance.