For God hath not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation by our Lord Jesus Christ,"

Thank you. That means a lot more to me right now then ever, since my mind ia full of madness consistently. Its good to know others care as much as you do right now. Thank you again, i aprpeciate it. I just wish others would learn with me. When i roll around in the mud with the swine, the swine love it, but i dont like getting dirty after. So i try and not be here much, i love my cat, the roof over my head and the food God gave me! I try and be there for my neighbors when they ask of me, and i tru to check up on them. Theyre elderly, i live in a unit building with elderly and many have apssed away. I just wish i had someone to tlak to. I have nobody except my cat, ans i have not learned to culture mysekf into humans as much, and when i do, i fidn myself stuck between people like you and others who specifically represent Sodom and Gomorrah. I am still learning the history to better understand the time the holy bible was written to better explain it to others who think the specific words have entered this timeline and ONLY this timeline. God promised he wouldnt flood us, but we are still waiting for the fire, and im only here to spread my testimony in life and the good word, embraced to the fullest. I experience Gods love everyday, learning others beleifs and trying to be as open minded a possible, i do not want to speak for Jesus, but he doesn't seem like the guy who wouldnt want me to be irrationals. My heart is fine. I am just confused in this world of pain and crap. We xan go at anytime and novody wants to make the best of what we gotx theyd rather pitty themskevs and hurt others out of anger and ahtred, instead of justice and peace. I lvoe you friend, thansk for letting me speak, even if what i said is all thought and not reality, as i ahve extreme difficulty speaking about my mind sinxe i put up my shield after being teased and hit so many times jsut becasue i cant speak right. Its becasue i spole spanish from birth and forced into English. I did as America asked but im still pushed down. Down with America, down with every country that is in cahootsof not protecting the children, the animals, and the elderly, for God told us to love eahcother, whether ww are enemies or neigbors, through Jesus, whom wrote Leviticus ! Down with every sinner in every office who have control of the populations, and send innocent victims to their deaths, as lower class, while higher class does nothing but party naked and commit adultery. I dont beleive in innicent peoples lives being tested by humans like this, and i hope since God put Donald Trump in charge,that he does good with hispowers given unto him by Him! AMEN!