>be me
>18 y/o /tttt/ anon
>brainworms.exe running 24/7
>constantly questioning if I'm actually trans or just a trender
>spend 6 hours a day doomscrolling /tttt/ for validation
>post selfie in /tttt/ selfie thread
>get called a hon by 50 anons
>cry for 3 hours
>shave entire body to feel better
>mom walks in, asks why I'm using her razor again
>mumble something about "aesthetic"
>she looks concerned but leaves me alone
>put on my oversized hoodie and skirt combo
>stare at myself in the mirror for 20 minutes
>still look like a man
>cry again
>go on Twitter to cope
>see a tucute with neon hair and pronouns in bio
>feel a surge of irrational hatred
>close Twitter, open /tttt/ again
>make a post asking if I'll ever pass
>anons tell me to rope
>anons are probably right
>go to bed, dream about being a cute anime girl
>wake up, still me
>repeat
!cuteandinvalid !lgbt
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