Alright, I wasn't going to say anything. I was just going to keep my head down, and pretend everything was fine like I always do. But I can't. I won't. The way I get treated on this forum compared to other users is disgusting.
I see the way you all respond to the "cool" posters. The power users. The verifiedhots... The gym bros, the egirls. You shower them with upmarseys, hang on their every word, treat them like royalty. Meanwhile, I get mocked, ignored, and ridiculed. Every. Single. Day. If I'm lucky, it's even worse to be ignored.
What was my crime? Because I work a job to support myself that isn't considered glamorous? Because I have had social struggles in my life? The double standards are insane. I will get different results than someone else from doing the same exact thing simply because they are more popular than me? I'm just to accept my place in the world? That other people will get to win while I just watch from the sidelines?
I am just to get treated like I'm r-slurred by people who are literally 5 times dumber than me?
I'm not taking shit from any of you anymore. Consider it personal now. gfy @Rad_juju i gave you a warning that you refused to heed.
I actually used to think that was my place. I had accepted my role in this society and grown comfortable in it. I'm not wasting anymore time. Because the truth is this isn't close to my place. I'm not done yet. Not even close. In the next few months I can promise that you will cease to recognize me. Not a trace of my former self will remain.
I will take my god given elite genetics and indomitable will to reforge myself as something new. I don't care if the odds are against me. This feeling I have now. It tells me that I can do literally whatever I want. Why can't I? Like actually what is just stopping from doing whatever I want?
That is why I have made some changes.
1. I have put in my 2 weeks at McDonalds.
It is holding me back, spending so much time there. It is stagnating me. I must go where I can grow. Which is why I will be moving across the country to pursue my passion of becoming a writer. I have enough savings to support myself for about 6 months due to a recent inheritance I have received, as well as some government payments I have recently managed to secure. Six months should be more than enough time for me to secure a role and start supporting myself using my writing.
2. I have decided that I will be getting a six pack. This will take me 6 weeks at the most now that I know the path forward.
3. I am going to get into a real life fight. Preferably with someone from rDrama. I do not have much experience with martial arts, but I don't feel fear or pain anymore. Serious opponents please enter my DMs.
4. I am going to use my author money to fly egirls out to me, or fly out to the egirls. Now that I am about to start a job that will allow me to work from anywhere in the country I can afford to travel more. I have noticed a trend in the past that when an egirl and I did not work out it was usually due to the distance between us. Not the lack of feelings.
This is what will be considered my "winter arc" to say.
As for those who doubted me? The janitors of the website, those of you who bullied me because you were so happy that you finally found someone "worse" than you that you just couldn't resist. (only slightly less pathetic than the jannies.
Did you feel powerful? Picking one me when I wasn't even fighting back.
Do you think I'll forget about you once I've built a body your faulty genetics couldn't provide if you were trained from birth? Do you think I'll forget about you once I've fricked more egirls in one week than you have in your entire lives? Do you think I'll be even the slightest bit humble?
No I won't. I'm coming for blood. And when I come for my enemies they shall know that it was their own actions that brought this divine justice down upon their heads. Their inability to simply treat me as human, to take me seriously? No I won't let it slide. I won't let it slide for anyone else either. Nobody is going to experience what I did on rDrama ever again, and that's a fact. I will show you what true power is.
So where does this all lead? What am I going to do with all of this power?
Well. First I will be using it to form a harem of egirls. I will use the clout I am gaining from my fairly successful instagram account to farm them. I know now that love is not about patience or waiting for the right time to strike like my calculating mind is more inclined towards, but it is pure relentless aggression. I was shooting myself in the foot by trying to make friends with women and wait for mutual attraction to form. I shall no longer be doing this. I will literally fly to wherever the egirls are.
Next, I will use the fame and clout I secure from poaching all these egirls to draw an audience. An audience of my puppets who will willfully prop my work up, spreading it far and wide to the ignorant masses who are stuck in the cold away from the warm embrace of my knowledge. It will be a work so grand that none can will be able to deny that I am the best. Will probably be able to lean into fitness influencing once my transformation is complete.
So go on and laugh if you want. It will probably take time for you all to realize I'm not joking. That these changes I'm going through are real. That my will is stronger than all of yours combined. I'm not going to justify myself, all I can say is get ready to eat your words in a few months once my transformation is complete. None of you will ever forget me. When this is all through it will be undeniable that I alone am truly the one without compare.
Please stay tuned for my substack announcement. And follow me on instagram which I have linked on my profile I have already managed to acquire sponsors, I just need to get them to pay me. I'll probably be taking a break from rdrama for a bit to chill out. Don't try and find me if you know what's good for you. I would just like to be alone.
Sincerely,
Someone who has been pushed a Bridge too far.
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It should be noted that I've upmarseyd every single person who's disagreed with me here, as far as I know.
That said.
In 7th grade, I took an SAT test without preparing for it at all, it was spur-of-the-moment, I knew about it about an hour ahead of time and didn't do any research or anything. I scored higher on it than the average person using it to apply for college in my area.
An IQ test has shown me to be in the 99.9th percentile for IQ. This is the highest result the test I was given reaches; anything further and they'd consider it to be within the margin of error for that test.
My mother's boyfriend of 8 years is an aerospace engineer who graduated Virginia Tech. At the age of 15, I understand physics better than him, and I owe very little of it to him, as he would rarely give me a decent explanation of anything, just tell me that my ideas were wrong and become aggravated with me for not quite understanding thermodynamics. He's not particularly successful as an engineer, but I've met lots of other engineers who aren't as good as me at physics, so I'm guessing that's not just a result of him being bad at it.
I'm also pretty good at engineering. I don't have a degree, and other than physics I don't have a better understanding of any aspect of engineering than any actual engineer, but I have lots of ingenuity for inventing new things. For example, I independently invented regenerative brakes before finding out what they were, and I was only seven or eight years old when I started inventing wireless electricity solutions (my first idea being to use a powerful infrared laser to transmit energy; admittedly not the best plan).
I have independently thought of basically every branch of philosophy I've come across. Every question of existentialism which I've seen discussed in SMBC or xkcd or Reddit or anywhere else, the thoughts haven't been new to me. Philosophy has pretty much gotten trivial for me; I've considered taking a philosophy course just to see how easy it is.
Psychology, I actually understand better than people with degrees. Unlike engineering, there's no aspect of psychology which I don't have a very good understanding of. I can debunk many of even Sigmund Freud's theories.
I'm a good enough writer that I'm writing a book and so far everybody who's read any of it has said it was really good and plausible to expect to have published. And that's not just, like, me and family members, that counts strangers on the Internet. I've heard zero negative appraisal of it so far; people have critiqued it, but not insulted it.
I don't know if that will suffice as evidence that I'm intelligent. I'm done with it, though, because I'd rather defend my maturity, since it's what you've spent the most time attacking. The following are some examples of my morals and ethical code.
I believe firmly that everybody deserves a future. If we were to capture Hitler at the end of WWII, I would be against executing him. In fact, if we had any way of rehabilitating him and knowing that he wasn't just faking it, I'd even support the concept of letting him go free. This is essentially because I think that whoever you are in the present is a separate entity from who you were in the past and who you are in the future, and while your present self should take responsibility for your past self's actions, it shouldn't be punished for them simply for the sake of punishment, especially if the present self regrets the actions of the past self and feels genuine guilt about them.
I don't believe in judgement of people based on their personal choices as long as those personal choices aren't harming others. I don't have any issue with any type of sexuality whatsoever (short of physically acting out necrophilia, libertarianism, or other acts which have a harmful affect on others - but I don't care what a person's fantasies consist of, as long as they recognize the difference between reality and fiction and can separate them). I don't have any issue with anybody over what type of music they listen to, or clothes they wear, etc. I know that's not really an impressive moral, but it's unfortunately rare; a great many people, especially those my age, are judgmental about these things.
I love everyone, even people I hate. I wish my worst enemies good fortune and happiness. Rick Perry is a vile, piece of shit human being, deserving of zero respect, but I wish for him to change for the better and live the best life possible. I wish this for everyone.
I'm pretty much a pacifist. I've taken a broken nose without fighting back or seeking retribution, because the guy stopped punching after that. The only time I'll fight back is if 1) the person attacking me shows no signs of stopping and 2) if I don't attack, I'll come out worse than the other person will if I do. In other words, if fighting someone is going to end up being more harmful to them than just letting them go will be to me, I don't fight back. I've therefore never had a reason to fight back against anyone in anything serious, because my ability to take pain has so far made it so that I'm never in a situation where I'll be worse off after a fight. If I'm not going to get any hospitalizing injuries, I really don't care.
The only exception is if someone is going after my life. Even then, I'll do the minimum amount of harm to them that I possibly can in protecting myself. If someone points a gun at me and I can get out of it without harming them, I'd prefer to do that over killing them.
I consider myself a feminist. I don't believe in enforced or uniform gender roles; they may happen naturally, but they should never be coerced into happening unnaturally. As in, the societal pressure for gender roles should really go, even if it'll turn out that the majority of relationships continue operating the same way of their own accord. I treat women with the same outlook I treat men, and never participate in the old Reddit "women are crazy" circlejerk, because there are multiple women out there and each have different personalities just like there are multiple men out there and each with different personalities. I don't think you do much of anything except scare off the awesome women out there by going on and on about the ones who aren't awesome.
That doesn't mean I look for places to victimize women, I just don't believe it's fair to make generalizations such as the one about women acting like everything's OK when it's really not (and that's a particularly harsh example, because all humans do that).
I'm kind of tired of citing these examples and I'm guessing you're getting tired of reading them, if you've even made it this far. In closing, the people who know me in real life all respect me, as do a great many people in the Reddit brony community, where I spend most of my time and where I'm pretty known for being helpful around the community. A lot of people in my segment of the community are depressed or going through hard times, and I spend a lot of time giving advice and support to people there. Yesterday someone quoted a case of me doing this in a post asking everyone what their favorite motivational/inspirational quote was, and that comment was second to the top, so I guess other people agreed (though, granted, it was a pretty low-traffic post, only about a dozen competing comments).
And, uh, I'm a pretty good moderator.
All that, and I think your behavior in this thread was totally assholish.
So what do you think, now that you at least slightly know me?
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