It was always a joy to read his posts. I know I bullied him for it, but secretly I couldn't wait for his next one. And I think he knew that. I think we had an understanding together no one else could understand.
This morning, I woke up all in sweat. You see, I dreamt last night that he came back with his cute little face to post a sticky. When I opened his post, I was expecting to read a joyful story about what he was thinking about this time. But he only wrote one sentence: "come find me". Then a light appeared so bright, but the light went away from me. I tried to chase it with all of my might, but out of nowhere I fell into the great abyss. I checked rdrama.net immediately after I woke up, hoping to see his sticky still there. But alas. The only stickies I saw was from that good for nothing fish who kept sperging about god knows what. I do secretly like him too, but I think it's because I try to fill that empty hole in my heart. I know he could never be replaced, yet I keep trying. Trying everything to numb the pain.
I hope he's in a better place now. I hope there are a lot of capys and platys he can play with. Sometimes I dream about him, you know? Watching him ride away into the sunset.
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