Indians will listen to any kinda guru to get an edge in business.

Truly a superpower

I would appreciate you removing my post from the site asap,and I won't sign up to your site just to have a 'word' I hate the fact I have to explain

myself inregards to my weight. But if it helps you take down my post. Here you go - I hate myself. Ive struggled with depression my entire life I was

bullied at school for being taller than most girls and not being stick thin (yet according to the bmi calculator I was healthy at 16-17) but to everyone I

was fat, and white and gross. I turned to self harm and eating as coping mechanisms. Even now at a bmi of 40 (yes I'm actively losing weight) I'm still

not the biggest person in the room. I'm guessing your admin thinks I have fat rolls dripping down me, breathing heavy and unable to leave my bed.

Sadly for him thats not the case. I do alot for my kids, I have to be active but I use to eat a crazy amount of sugary shit to just get through the day

because of my depression. Im ashamed of how I look, I can't stand to see myself in the mirror, let alone get on the scales every day. I almost lost my

veteran husband 3 years ago to a disease, I care for him 24/7. What I sub to in reddit are my outlets for my depression, for my loneliness. I have four

kids and my husband but I dont have friends no one to vent to about the hard shit. I design clothes for my "creepy" dolls as an outlet a way to stay

creative I use to make dresses and outfits for my daughters dolls when she was younger and I just continued it. I even use to draw furry art (hi gay

furry femboy) but I gave that up years ago. I honestly thought twox chromosome was a safe place for me to say stuff that made me happy,

everything I write is true however sad you think it is. I dont want to be made fun of its hard enough looking at myself everyday without a chorus of

people telling me exactly what my own thoughts are. Ive attempted suicide numerous times and its my kids that pull me through it. So please take it

down. I dont deserve to be shamed, im just a sad pathetic woman who cares about her kids and if she could end it without hurting anyone she

would.

Snapshots:

• archive.org

• ghostarchive.org

• archive.ph (click to archive)