It never 
began and that's the long and short 
of it.
I am 5 foot 1 ugly poorcel with 0 social 
skills, completely introverted, and there's no amount of going 
to clubs, joining societies, or trying online 
dating 
that's going to change that. It's over. I will die with an unmet need and I have to come to terms with that. I got rejected 
by my fricking 
best friend, the one person 
who saw the best in me. If she finds me undateable then it's pretty 
much universal. I don't want to deal with rejection 
over and over again when I know what the outcome is going to be every time.
Frick, it's so sad. I didn't want things to go this way. I wanted the normie life with the wife and children 
but its NEVER going to happen. This is so depressing 
but I have to find the will to live regardless. Any others who have come to the realisation that nothing they try will work?
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Does your sister have kids? You could be the fun uncle. If not, set her up to get a bf and get kids, so you can be the fun uncle.
That said you need to stop focusing so much on getting a gf. You say you have 0 social skills and are completely introverted. Are you actually introverted or just shy/social anxiety? You can work on those things. Same as body shape / physical fitness. Focus on that, cause it will make you happier. Maybe you'll find a girl then (look at shreddedmanlet). Maybe not, doesn't matter, cause you are happier in general.
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