It never began and that's the long and short of it.
I am 5 foot 1 ugly poorcel with 0 social skills, completely introverted, and there's no amount of going to clubs, joining societies, or trying online dating that's going to change that. It's over. I will die with an unmet need and I have to come to terms with that. I got rejected by my fricking best friend, the one person who saw the best in me. If she finds me undateable then it's pretty much universal. I don't want to deal with rejection over and over again when I know what the outcome is going to be every time.
Frick, it's so sad. I didn't want things to go this way. I wanted the normie life with the wife and children but its NEVER going to happen. This is so depressing but I have to find the will to live regardless. Any others who have come to the realisation that nothing they try will work?
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I have a few options for you.
1. Eccentric genius: Chemically castrate yourself to remove your s*x drive, its obviously making you miserable. Once your s*x drive is gone dedicate yourself to science. Or woodworking, or building robots. Once you're actually good at something thats takes real effort eventually some girl will find you cool enough to frick. Once that happens discontinue the anti-boner pills. Or not, if you get this far you might not even care about relationships anymore. If you take this route you are really playing the long game, you might even find yourself contributing greatly to society or your community depending what trade you specialize in.
2. You can go the train route: There is a built in social circle. But frankly hug boxy death cult friends don't seem that appealing from the outside, would not recommend. Trying to be a girl for social validation might lower your self esteem even more. Again, do not recommend, but since its such a popular option for incels I feel like I should at least mention it. If you do decide train out do NOT groomercord max, instead hang around concerts. You will have a home in the punk scene. There you will either find a multitude of cool friends, or you will get molested by drunk leftists.
3. Steroid/growth hormone yourself into dwarfmaxxing: DHT derivative steroids will make you bald on top and really fricking hairy everywhere else. Train like a strongman and compete. If your proportions are right you could leverage that into a degrading role on WWE where they make fun of your height, but you occasionally get a cheap shot in. You will be a freak, but an impressive one. I don't think you end up with a girl in this scenario but it could happen. The key factor is if your jobs cosplaying as a dwarf let you develop your social skills or if they just make you even more insecure.
4. Army: I think your fellow soldiers will haze you to death, don't do this.
5. Politicsmaxxing: Take your rage out on your fellow man! Except you can justify it to yourself as getting rid of your political enemies. Doesn't matter if you're commie or fascist, both sides have plenty of room for incels. Libs/Cons operate the same way except instead of street fights its boring town halls and reddit threads.
6. Prostitutes: You will have s*x, but if you get addicted you will end up losing all your money and even more of your self esteem.
7. Be a normie: Go to a therapist and work a regular job, it will all work out once you find inner peace! At least, thats what the normies say. You want to be normal, right? Maybe they'll prescribe you something that makes the bad feelings go away. Side effects? Don't worry about them.
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Good job bobby, here's a star
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