Incel seeks help from the witches of Reddit, is told to go to therapy

He's kinda a fakecel since he's not a virgin but whatever

Suffering Incel

I'm quite the incel.

I don't really know why, but women really dislike me.

No girl ever notice me in the gym, they don't look my way and they never request to use the machine I'm using. And my physique is not even that bad.

Dating apps are depressing AF, I barely get any matches and when I do, nothing comes out of it.

I'm really, really tired of feeling this much rejected.

0 s*x this year so far, haven't even kissed.

Only had s*x twice last year and I had to pay. Wasn't even good, but I was feeling so weird I didn't know what to do, so I looked for paid company.

I feel as if I was cursed some how, it feels so bizzare how women are completely uninterested; maybe even a bit disgusted.

I really do feel as if something is going on, something really bizzare and weird, cause I'm not that ugly, nor that unsufurable.

I'm 26 years old, I'm not tall, I'm 1,78 or 1,79m n a half. I'm athletic, I workout and used to be a swim team athlete, in my teenage years.

Blue eyes, long blonde hair. - blondes are uncommon in my country.

I don't think I'm as ugly as I feel and the only reasoning I can find is some kind of block or curse.

I can send a picture, if requested. So you can judge if I'm ugly, weird, or if there should be something keeping me from having any luck with girls.

If there's really a curse, how can I lift it?

Been 5 years on my own and loneliness finally started to really hurt me.