What do you think that Jesus would think of Church? In general - not just Catholic or Protestant. Do you think Christianity as a whole lives up to His ideals?

The answer is you cannot at all live up to the ideals, so the lord had to die on the cross for our sins - only through him are we able to get into heaven. Good deeds will do nothing, only by accepting Jesus Christ as our Savior are we allowed into the kingdom of God.

Also the modern day pope is as christian as I am a 13 yo anime girl.

I remember a point in my mid-twenties that the revelation came to me. It was as if He had spoken to me and told me the truth of the world.

For days I lied awake in my parent's basement, not eating, only drinking water and defecating into a bucket I'd prepared beforehand.

Every night I would dream and hear his word. He would tell me that what existed was His Will and His Law, and that I must serve Him and Him only, just like the many billions living on Earth.

It is a stairway to heaven, but a gaping pit to heck. Not many make the ascent, and yet that is not cruelty but the whole of Law working as it should.

Honor His Word and Keep it Close to your heart. You do not want to be judged and be found wanting.