I found this new mole on my shoulder and it was annoying me so I cut it off with kitchen shears. Worked perfectly, now instead of an innocuous mole I now have a giant bleeding gash on my neck, barely covered by a bandaid. My parents are gonna be weirded out and idk how to explain to them there's no psychiatric problems I just felt like cutting them off.
Anyways I was reading online about mole removal and all the anti home remedy stuff was vaguely funny. Like the chemical stuff not working made sense but the anti physical removal stuff was all like “nooo you can't do a mostly harmless procedure on yourself! You might get sepsis!! We need to check if the mole is cancerous!!1!” Yeesh what gatekeepers. Anyways I'll let y'all know if I die or something, mostly just annoyed by the large amounts of blood I'm spurting.
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idk but i did it bc i heard voices telling me to cut myself or they'd kill me in my sleep
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Why haven't you an heroed by now then? Sounds like you've been ignoring them for a while.
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ive tried but because im biofoid im naturally suicide-proof!
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The voices go away eventually right?
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not rlly. i was on some hefty antipsychotics but they totally ruined me, now i am on a lower dose of a milder antipsychotic it keeps me from killing myself but doesnt totally keep the voices away. i've learned how to deal with them over the years though, and its much better. i'd rather have some psychosis but still be able to function than no psychosis and be a total zombie
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Sounds like you've had a lot of personal growth. That's really inspiring. Hope things get better for you, friend.
It always baffles me how people actually manage to off themselves. My brain is a constant over drive and I can't figure out how people can turn that off long enough to end it all.
Again, I've been impressed by how well you've adapted.
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thank you! and idk either. people get desperate in shitty situations, and when you are in psychosis, you are so detatched from reality, anything could happen.
you seem really sweet though, tysm for your kind words :-)
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I'm just trying to find a way to get more foids in here but haven't been able to figure out a way without it feeling like I'm taking advantage of you.
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LMFAOO king shit
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