Why not write this later after the jump
Becuase I might go to another nightclub that Friday. In 2024, I will get a girlfriend. Too high to get more hollys. enjoy yjrdr
Piercing
Can't stop thinking about it. It's a sign Yeah, I'm getting a facial piericng. Maybe my first won't be in a noticeable but we're eventually doing the face. My old Benzos made me calm and talkative. These just zone the frick out of. I feel like a shameless zombie.
If I knew even one girl IRL I'd be hitting her up. I think I'll ask my Loctitian (male) to a bar next week. I've got so many ideas like making massive straws that rich Westermers can enter in Africa sterilized straw and thirsty Africans can just get quenched like help folks reach their destination
Th aimbian in is the fridge. Don't take it, you've had enough. Therapeutic doses are nice! I just get enjoy alternative states of mind where you arn't being Seft-loathing and anxious 247.
Preparations
As I previously mentioned, my skydiving was delayed to this Friday because of the weather. In the lead-up to skydiving, it has occurred to me that I'm not really afraid of it. The thought doesn't give me anxiety, just a bit of excitement actually.
This is notable, as going to a nightclub gave me fear-induced diarrhea. Speaking to women terrifies me more than jumping out of a plane. If given the option to leap from a plane with a parachute or spend an hour talking to a woman, jumping out of a plane is the thought that scares me less.
What the everloving frick is going on here? What explains this? My belief is that there are things more terrifying than death, and most of them are socially related. Things like humiliation, rejection, and scorn. They are more real and easy to encounter than death so they become these massive monsters.
These social dangers also happen to be expertly wielded by women. Being rejected at university doesn't hurt like being rejected by a girl. I don't know why, but that's the way it is. Women hold this intense power to completely crush my sense of self-worth. A rejection from a woman feels like it's infused with moral castigation - as if you earned it because you're a bad person.
Getting a work rejection or something similar? Oh well, it's just a corporation. I've been rejected hundreds of times professionally. Had numerous applications that received the “we regret to inform you…” email and although it sucks, none of it crushed me to my core like getting rejected by S.H.
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Quick notes from Holly!
The phobia of women of women is known as gynophobia. It shouldn't be confused with misogyny, which is the hatred of women.
According to mythologist Joseph Campbell, gynophobia makes an appearance in plenty of global mythology. Most notably, in the form of vagina dendata - the toothed vagina. In Primordial Mythology he speaks of the Native American story of the boy living in a house of toothed vaginas: “they had strong teeth with which they had eaten their victims. But this medicine destroyed their teeth entirely.” The medicine made them orgasm, as is explained in the tale.
Of course Sigmund Freud would also have an opinion on gynophobia. Who cares!
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So, to sum up, I don't care too much about skydiving. I didn't prepare, and didn't read anything about the experience beforehand or what to expect. I didn't even research the business to see if it has a good track record. They could have ten deaths and I wouldn't know.
I purchased a skydive from the highest point offered which is from 11000 feet. I have no idea how high that is, but it comes with a 40-second freefall. Okay. There were also recording options. You could pay to have the fall recorded go-pro style or you could pay someone to record you from 3rd person, or you could opt for both. I went with the regular go-pro option because I wasn't interested in seeing my face. I just wanted proof that I did the thing.
They wanted payment beforehand, which I did and was grateful for because once again I was “locked-in” to the event and couldn't leave because I paid for it already. Consequently, I have no choice but to either act regardless of fear (of driving), or to lose all my money.
conclusion
I haven't fapped this year. I'm trying to touch grass. I'm working out at andsseing psychiatric help. Miracles happen to the deserving. People who crush the economy have duplicate lives. Killers hit hard and cheat. But, and, but /Jesus and the ultimate prof then maybe life has value there is something to be done here.
Last thing: why are inels considered misogynistic? As though men wo have gf arent? Clearly hating women isn't a turn-off unless you're ugly. Think about how “incel” killings there are to family annihilators and it becomes obvious that incels are no worse in their perceptions than regular men.
Not talking blackpikll/andew tate shit. I mean a normie is not worse to women than incels. Respecting women isn't the silver bullet (still, be kind to women.) they make it out to be.
I'd also like to write a report on the following topics
Christchruch massacre + royal report
Oxform shooter + legal analysis/or same for Orlando shooting
I don't want to be a narcissist wring about my own life essays. Would you read such a lengthy docmiementl Depednding on my mental stat Ill watch te videol and descrbe in full what happened during the events.
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It's really, really hard to get off of benzos when you're physiologically dependent on them, you should stop before it's too late. You should also be seeing a CBT psychologist in addition to a psychiatrist since you seem to have thought yourself into many of the issues you currently have.
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It can kill him. He should see a doctor if he is physiologically dependent.
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I can confirm that it is absolute heck on earth and doing it in a way that is tolerable takes a year.
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valium taper
lol the pandemic really helped with getting off benzos
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lol pls dont
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fr, thats not gonna help anything and will look stupid as shit
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Just stop taking pills you stupid fricking cute twink.
Don't pierce your face, fricking clean your life up.
Being a piece of shit junkie pillhead isnt going to help you get laid if your already an incel.
Tired of hearing you whine if your not gonna quit the pills you cute twink.
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Exactly, if you wanna get laid DEAL the pills instead you cute twink
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Lose virginity
Lose virginity
Each option ends in success. Commit!
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holy shit you've really slid downhill god darn
did holly retiring really frick u up this much?
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he seems to be on ambien and benzos all the time
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if so you could use his post as a DARE ad lmao
I love the bit where he's like "why do some people think incels hate women?"
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Does rdrama need to crowdfund a hooker for you, lil homie?
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So close yet so far bro. You literally just need exposure therapy and have to start chatting up a bunch of men and women in public. If they look at you weird just go "im neurodivergent and trying to improve my life", no one will hate on a guy trying to make his life better.
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It's also important that he doesn't fear rejection. Particularly, rejection of friendship. Some people will not be your friend or will find it difficult to relate to you. It's a game of big numbers.
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Going to give you some advice: find some foid friends. When you find these foids, ensure that you keep them as a friend. Don't destroy these links just because you're horny.
You want to maintain these because through them you will find other women: the type of women who you wouldn't run into a pilates club or whatever because they do more niche activities.
Every successful relationship of mine with women was born from a foid friend introducing me.
Conversely, a self identified former incel friend of mine, has not taken this advice, and has had a string of failures the past three years because he nofaps and is a huge manwhore. Has no confidence and is a shell of a man. Don't do that. Love you and I believe in you
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Women make horrible friends PERIODT
um Listening to a woman talk is like nails on chalkboard
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there's actually a documentary about this
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I enjoy your posts
@sneedman, butt simply writing about yourself sometimes doesnt make you a narcisist, just like asking for help/advice doesnt make you weak.
I think that youre blessing is also your curse. These posts are great because youre analytical and smart, butt more than that youre sensitive/have hightened sensory capabilities that allow you to contemplate these things make these posts actually resonate with the reader. Irl that can be a detriment when dealing with normies. Meeting women at the nightclub isnt what its crackdd up to be and less tha 15% of people in relationships meet at such a place. Its hard bc its hard to have a normal conversation with a bunch of loud music going on. Id reccomend a bar instead or maybe some kind of hookah hangout or kava bar. Somewhere that you can talk to women and they can talk to you and get to know you and how cool you are. Also if you dont work out, Id highly reccomend starting. Getting fit/jacked will not only improve your odds of getting laid, it will make most everything else in your life better. Good luck buddy. Things will change, thats actually the only thing anyone can be trully certain of.
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if you manage too escape inceldom then you were never an incel too begin with, many dont know this
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@Communist_spez stand with israel dying
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literally, Let me back in pls
Some ugly cute butch kicked me
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@Communist_spez dont see an option too let you in
@Communist_spez stand with israel dying
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He belongs to truecels, we don't need admitted sexhavers in !incels .
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I dont have s*x
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I left the incel ping group (I created it) as Hotep and others bullied me but now the new owner cannot accept people.
Look at the screenshot above.
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fixed king
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the horror
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If you kill a guy you will make countless women willing to have s*x with you
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How long does it take to escape inceldom, b-word? Idk. Many men never do. I hope you have fun skydiving. The fricking reason why being rejected by women is the fricking worst thing ever is fricking because having s*x with women is the fricking meaning of life, from a fricking physical perspective. The fricking men who fricked passed on their genes. You're the fricking result of millions of years of fricking.
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how long does it take to put on a dress
and become a brave strong 
real woman? 
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The longer you take benzos the more your brain will be potentially permafried. If it isn't permafried, it will still take longer to recover than if you stop as soon as possible. Don't say you weren't warned.
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my brain is not permafried
it prolly is
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Definitely should wean off benzos. Withdrawal can kill you.
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You are no longer a incel as of....
NOW
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Facial piercings make you look like a bottom, good luck on your future BF
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please dont get addicted to benzos mate
they will kill you
you need to handle that shit, speak to a doctor
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an easy way to become unafraid of women is to stop
respecting 
them so much.
talk to enough women in a casual manner and you will understand that women are flawed, imperfect people just like men are
. talk to them and see how they try to deflect responsibility and blame 
. see how they refuse to learn simple "male-coded" life skills like changing a car's tires or oil 
. see how they have no hobbies or interests outside of TV and social media 
.
women aren't special. they have faults and insecurities too. the girl you're talking to doesn't have any right to pass "moral castigation" on you because she's not in a position of moral authority to do so. she's no better than you, so who cares
what she thinks?
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what kind of legal analysis do you need for a mass shooting lol
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Neighbor just hire a hooker and you'll lose your inceldom by the end of the day.
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You really should just stop overthinking things and maybe just stop being addicted to benzos first
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How did we go from rejection by your oneitis to benzo addiction in a matter of two months?
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The stabbing carp thing emoji is funny to me, because who ever made it clearly doesn't understand that carp's melee and stealth stats are pretty much maxxed out and his awareness is pretty high too. Sneaking up on Carp to kill him is literally the worst strat to use against him. Aiat.
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That was a mistake. You're about to find out the hard way why.
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