https://youtube.com/watch?v=0Uhh62MUEic
I try to get out of the house. But when I am stuck at home the only thing that makes time move is drugs and alcohol.
It's tough knowing I will never meet or marry Utada Hikaru. I feel like she wrote her single One Last Kiss about me, but she doesn't respond to me dms.
I constantly tell my self I am not good enough and don't deserve what I do have as well as underplay what accomplishments I have made.
Am i being too hard on myself or should I just rope?
Anyone ever feel like this or am I just being a whiny cute twink?
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Stop feeling sorry for yourself all the time
Grow tf up and take care of yourself instead of indulging your self loathing narcissism. It's gay and cringe and wears out most peoples sympathy quickly
Stop drinking and using drugs, that makes you depressed. No Japanese popstar wants to date a whiny cute twink addict anyhow
Get into a hobby that involves getting out of the house and try to make friends with some normies and get into their friend groups. Go to the gym. Stop making excuses, nobody is coming to save you and all the users here are trolls or insane people anyway
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"Help isn't coming" is what I told myself
so many times when I was working 
a shit job living 
an unfulfilling life and doing nothing to self-improve in hopes one day everything would 
just work out. That mantra of mine is what lead me to go back to school 
and take it seriously, finish, and got a decent job. I'm in a WAY better 
place 
now vs even just 5 years ago. My self esteem 
and satisfaction is noticeably improved. I'm not yet where 
I want to be in life and I'm not banking on getting there 
(high bar), but I've made steps forward to build 
myself 
a decent foundation 
which opens myself 
to opportunity to build 
upwards 
now that I'm no longer sinking.
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i think you belong in the mines!
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Ya and I just remind myself
that the feelings 
of unease with boredom is just my brain 
throwing 
a fit like a brat who's parents won't buy them a new toy at the store. "Oh you're going 
to make me feel physically gross 
now with stress hormones?? Fine then go ahead 
and pout." The brain 
aside from your mind (what is you) essentially has the mentation of an neurodivergent 
child 
and needs 
constant reinforcement to behave. You also need to understand our brains have been rotten 
by tech-induced instant gratification.
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Actually no. Most of what I do is pointless but I could do it forever.
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Just sell all your belongings and buy 1 way ticket to Japan and become a fricking Mayo Host.
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It's that darn phone, unironically
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Stop drinking and get on prozac
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Snapshots:
:ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
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