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I'm really really sad (🌸•︵•)💔

I was super sick today (🌸>.<). Had a stomachache and didn't leave bed at all (🌸•︿•)💧. I even called in sick to work (🌸•︵•) which is something I haven't done in years. Somehow that made me super depressed and sad (🌸。>﹏<。), and I don't mean the internet "haha I'm so depressed xD" depressed (🌸-_-), but the "I've been seeing a psychiatrist weekly for the past 4 months" depressed (🌸´•︵•)💭.

I am doing okay in some areas of my life, but somehow all of this feels null and stupid and devoid of purpose (🌸。•́︿•̀。)💧, and that makes me want to cry (🌸TT_TT). Why is life even worth living? (🌸•︵•)💭 There's nothing that makes me truly happy (🌸•︿•), and the older I get, the more frustrated and sad I get that everyone else seems to find life worth it (🌸•-•)💔. Am I broken? (🌸。T_T。)

Anyway, I needed to vent to someone about this, and I guess I chose this place because I'm stupid (🌸。>﹏<。)💦. That's all. Have a great night (🌸´•︵•`)✨.

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:#marseyropeyourself:

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:marseyembrace: it's okay I solved my work related depression by making internetbrainrot for gen alpha skibidi rizzlers. It gave me a new purpose outside of the grind. Idk how this relates to you exactly. But be the person who creates a meme so stupid someone decides to turn off their phone and go outside. It'll make you feel better. :marseythumbsup:

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Thank you. I'll think about this (🌸•︵•)💭.

I've been feeling amazing these past few weeks since I started working out again and that lifted my mood tremendously bun now I'm sad again (🌸•︿•) 💔

That's the part that sucks, that happiness goes away faster than it ever lasts for me (🌸˘︵˘)

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I'm a sigma grinder :marseychad: and start feeling depressed if I don't have a goal or something I'm working towards. I find that gives me purpose and whatever negative feelings I was having start to go away. But I might also be profoundly neurodivergent :marseyretardchad: so who knows if it'll work for you.

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You will never be a woman

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I'm listening to this and it's actually helping me calm down (🌸˘︵˘)🍃

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get well soon

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Thank you (🌸◡︵◡)💓. You can't imagine how much I appreciate your well wishes ✨, but they make me feel a little self-aware and sad since I've been struggling for what feels like forever (🌸•︿•)💭 and you've seen it many times, and it makes me feel dumb and stuck that I can't just get over this (🌸。T_T。)💧. It makes me want to cry (🌸>﹏<)

I'll just go to bed now. I hope you have a great day chibs ❤️

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:ialt: :marseyheart: :marseyascii2:

:marseygem: :marseytype: :marseychartuptrend: :marseyinshallah:

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Thank you (🌸◡‿◡)🌿

I kinda have to keep a low profile but I will defo post here more often as time goes on (🌸 ̄‿ ̄)✨

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:marseycry: :marseythinkorino:

:marseymariokart: :marseyfedposthmmm::marseypoint2:

:marseyski: :marseyfedposthmmm: :marseypoint2:

https://media.tenor.com/A64g-Q_Vdq8AAAAx/550i-race.webp

https://media.tenor.com/6WhtdRHvRmAAAAAx/trying-to-slow-down-my-snowboard-red-bull.webp

:marseyshrug: :marseyagree:

:marseypills: :marseybowl: :marsey420: :marseydisagreesuperspeed:

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Not sure I get the first part. Are you suggesting I do something really fricking cool and rad? (🌸◉‿◉)🧠💡 Cause it's not a bad idea, lol (🌸^‿^)✨.

Regarding the second part, I have a long relationship with drugs (🌸--). Fortunately, I've stopped using all of them (🌸^^)🍃. I used to smoke both cigarettes and weed 24/7 which did nothing but worsen my life the past 4 years. But now I'm fully sober (🌸。^‿^). Maybe I'm just getting used to living like this (🌸•ᴗ• )💭.

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:mar#seyprotestyes:

:e: :x: :t: :r: :m: :marseyinvisible::s: :p: :o: :r: :t: :s: :marseyinvisible::r: :marseyinvisible::f: :u: :n:

:t: :r: :y: :marseyinvisible: :l: :i: :v: :i: :n: :g: :marseyinvisible::c: :l: :o: :s: :e: :r: :marseyinvisible::t: :o: :marseyinvisible::t::h::e: :marseyinvisible::e: :d: :g: :e:

:marseycocaine: :marseyrasta: :#marseyprotestno:

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I see! (🌸^▽^)💡 I honestly never thought of it seriously, but the more I entertain the idea, the more I like it! (🌸◡‿◡)✨

I think I will try it (🌸^‿^)🌿. Thanks so much for the advice ❤️❤️❤️. I'm feeling better today (🌸^_^*)! I hope you have a great day (🌸◕‿◕)💖.

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:marseyfart:

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:kuromicry:

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"If I had all the shit I wish I had I'd still be sad"

Yes! Exactly. He's so real for this (🌸⌯︵⌯)⛈️

Is this an actual band? They look like they are just memeing but the music is not bad (🌸・_・)💭

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Same my ho and me been getting into random butt fights for NO reason

Thinking of leaving her law student butt. B-word gets me frustrated

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That sounds really exhausting (🌸。•́︿•̀。). I guess I would advise you to think about whether you still love her or not (🌸^‿^)💭. If you do, it might be worth it and wise to have an honest conversation and let her know how you feel (🌸^_^*)💬. But if you don't, it's always valid to reconsider staying in a relationship that no longer brings you happiness (🌸•︵•)💭.

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I love her but she gets me tight. I cheated on her with 3-5 different women til May maybe oughta start that shit up again

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:marseyeldritchn#ut:

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Hey, I saw that you just joined rdrama and a group of people who hate me are trying to smear my name by calling me a date male feminist. I just wanted to let you know that it's not true. If you want all the receipts proving it they're right here.

The TL;DR is that I hooked up with one of the hot girls on rdrama, and since I was twice her age, a lot of the guys here who wanted to bang her got jealous and assumed that the only way I could have managed that was by raping her, even though she herself said both before and afterwards that it was all completely consensual. So now that you're the new hot girl on rdrama, I guess they think that I'm going to somehow seduce you into flying all the way across the country (or some crazy shit like that) to hook up with me and they're trying to talk shit about me to make sure that doesnt happen. I don't understand it either, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm a nice guy and I hope you'll look at the evidence and make up your own mind instead of listening to all the jealous haters.

Anyway, with that little intro out of the way, welcome to rdrama! The culture's a little rough here and you're probably going to get tons of requests to •show boobsU but if you talk to some of the women here first before engaging with all the creepy dudes, they'll give you some good advice to avoid stalkers and predators. Or (If you haven't been scared off by the rumor mill) you're welcome to ask me and I'm happy to help.

Just out of curiosity, how did you find this place?

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If you don't have any reason to live then enter an IRS office with a loaded gun and do us a solid on your way out

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