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LOFI-CARP mens/lib IM NORMAL COLOR :marseymagahat:  2mo ago (text post) 177 thread views #299422

I'm really really sad (🌸•︵•)💔

I was super sick today (🌸>.<). Had a stomachache and didn't leave bed at all (🌸•︿•)💧. I even called in sick to work (🌸•︵•) which is something I haven't done in years. Somehow that made me super depressed and sad (🌸｡>﹏<｡), and I don't mean the internet "haha I'm so depressed xD" depressed (🌸-_-), but the "I've been seeing a psychiatrist weekly for the past 4 months" depressed (🌸´•︵•)💭.

I am doing okay in some areas of my life, but somehow all of this feels null and stupid and devoid of purpose (🌸｡•́︿•̀｡)💧, and that makes me want to cry (🌸TT_TT). Why is life even worth living? (🌸•︵•)💭 There's nothing that makes me truly happy (🌸•︿•), and the older I get, the more frustrated and sad I get that everyone else seems to find life worth it (🌸•-•)💔. Am I broken? (🌸｡T_T｡)

Anyway, I needed to vent to someone about this, and I guess I chose this place because I'm stupid (🌸｡>﹏<｡)💦. That's all. Have a great night (🌸´•︵•`)✨.

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Thank you (🌸◡‿◡)🌿

I kinda have to keep a low profile but I will defo post here more often as time goes on (🌸￣‿￣)✨

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https://media.tenor.com/6WhtdRHvRmAAAAAx/trying-to-slow-down-my-snowboard-red-bull.webp

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Not sure I get the first part. Are you suggesting I do something really fricking cool and rad? (🌸◉‿◉)🧠💡 Cause it's not a bad idea, lol (🌸^‿^)✨.

Regarding the second part, I have a long relationship with drugs (🌸--). Fortunately, I've stopped using all of them (🌸^^)🍃. I used to smoke both cigarettes and weed 24/7 which did nothing but worsen my life the past 4 years. But now I'm fully sober (🌸｡^‿^). Maybe I'm just getting used to living like this (🌸•ᴗ• )💭.

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I see! (🌸^▽^)💡 I honestly never thought of it seriously, but the more I entertain the idea, the more I like it! (🌸◡‿◡)✨

I think I will try it (🌸^‿^)🌿. Thanks so much for the advice ❤️❤️❤️. I'm feeling better today (🌸^_^*)! I hope you have a great day (🌸◕‿◕)💖.

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