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  • TheOverBeether : You will keep yourself safe on this path. Best of luck, r-slur. :marseythumbsup2:

i recently started daily ketamine microdosing

wow wow wowwowwow

!metashit

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Does it make you happy?

Why aren't you macrodosing like a real man?

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yes

it's kind like what u wish anti-depressants were, and man it works fast. big pharam's gunna be shambles over this one.

i've ramped up from 15mg-45mg daily (in the fricking first week) ... and just kinda stayed there. i keep thinking about maybe taking an extra 15mg (some ppl take like 100+mg/day) but then don't, i haven't really needed it :marseyshrug: i'm opening up enough as is fricking and ketamine isn't the fricking solution, it's just a fricking tool.

i feel like my life is fricking being wasted on my job tho, and that's very distracting. i had hoped for some more focus after removing the fricking time i've been wasting on anxiety, but that hasn't quite happened...

i mean, i already thought my life was fricking being wasted... but before that was a fricking very scary thought like i had no idea what to do about it, some ppl actually depend on me (me, wife, wife's thirdie family)... and i'm just stuck in a fricking chore that i really need to find an exit for which still satisfies my income demands.

but i don't want to spend my like doing boring mathematical chores, it's just so mind numbingly dumb.

and it's literally anti-productive, we literally cannot build next gen society coding on an ever increasing pile of technical debt??

like frick, motherlover! why is this the fricking only way i can figure out how to make >200k/yr!?

actually i'm currently in the fricking hiring process for the fricking company that sells this stuff as a fricking codercel there (with probably a fricking salary bump), so keep them fingers crossed... but i still dunno if that will bring the fricking fulfillment i'm seeking.

it's still just garbage !codecels work, when just there's so much actual math to be done! i want to spending my time finding the fricking people who will help me in my progress there, cause i sure as frick can't do it alone. not only do i need to stand the fricking shoulders of giants... i need to be standing with some giants too, motherlover! and right now i'm pretty alone in said regards.

but like, who the fricking frick's gunna pay me to break the fricking halting paradox???

UGH WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE ISOLATING AND HARD

:m#arseysigh:

!commenters

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Kek how long till @Aevann gives you admin rights?

:#marseytrollgun:

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!friendsofbussy-boy !jannies

yeah @Aevann, how long, b-word?

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Isn't that what they dwo in experimentwl alcwohwowlism tweatment pwogwams?

I think it disqualifwies u if anything untwl u start macwodwosing.

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i honestly don't need to be macrodosing. why do u bring it up, b-word?

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participation implies enthusiastic cwonsent two being janny abused by unstable alcwohwowlic buwwies whwo have nyothing better two dwo than bannying u fwor any reaswon or nyo reaswon whatswoewer

It's in the rules! https://media.tenor.com/afdzYsqpsmIAAAAx/fairly-oddparents.webp

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that was fricking prolly written by some train who left long ago. doesn't matter.

only rule 6 and 7 are the fricking actually banable offenses

:mar#seyshrug:

i know this better than u do, which is fricking why i'd make a fricking good !jannies

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Swo, u dwon't deny that u're micwodwosing Ket fwor ywour alcwohwowlism. :marseynotes:

Dwoesn't want two macwodwose :marseysurejan:

Dwoesn't even recwognyize rule 2 as legit: nyo minyors. SAD! :marseynotesglow:

Enjwoy swobwiety, child! :marseyfatrick:

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Just give me his username and I'll do it myself

:#marseytroublemaker:

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@dart200 is fucking my permanent user, godspeed bb, motherfucker!

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I won't abuse it of course. :#marseytroublemaker:

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!tldr

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TL;DR: @goderator200 whines about taking ketamine for anxiety because it's not making their life fulfilling enough. Meanwhile, they're stuck in a soul-sucking job with too much technical debt and no one to share the burden. Like, dude, you're a giant of code (in your own mind) - can't you just write some decent algorithms already?

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it's not an algorithm problem tldr bot :marseysigh:

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If only you could put that energy into your relationships

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cause it's cheap and i can just integrate it into my daily routine. no need to block a day or pay out the nose, and it's all legally prescribed. i dose at night (1.5 hrs ago)

i don't really want to jump to conclusions yet, cause what really matters is whether it can build up the sober state that i experience in the morning->afternoon. those are still within normal experiences atm. maybe more towards the positive instead of negative? but it's only been 5 days, so it's hard to say.

i'm not really looking to feel happy per say sober, just trying to not feel like shit/unmotivated.

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Makes sense. I wish you good luck with it.

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