Husband in hospital with a fricking concussion and broken ribs. Why won't anyone think about me.

Im crashing so hard, and It happened Saturday, and He wrecked his motorcycle and they had to life flight him to hospital, and I thought he was fricking going to die, and He was fricking in ICU until Monday, and This caused so much anxiety, crying, drama with our grown children and through it literally all I was fricking kinda ok but woke up today in biggest crash ever, motherlover!!! Im fricked, and Then he will be fricking home and how the fricking heck am I gonna deal, and He has 5 broken ribs and he bit his lip off and they sewed it back on, and One of our daughters lives with us but she a fricking handful of emotional issues, and Will I make it through this without getting severe is fricking causing me a fricking lot of worry