Met another neurodivergent at the adult learning center!!

INSANE LORE UPDATE (not really)

WE TALKED ABOUT VIDEO GAMES AND SONIC FOR HOURS OVER TEXT. He's only here to get his math exam, then he's gonna graduate!! I'm not sure how old he is. Looks like a 20 and 30 year old at the same time.

He got a date with someone from class as a joke! I don't think he knows that the other woman is doing it for the bit... :(

I wish I had money so him and I could do nerd shit at a local nerd café in town. We both live like 10 minutes away from that place.

I take 2 exams this week!! I already passed my RLA (English) exam 2 weeks ago... FRICKING FAILED MY SOCIAL STUDIES PRACTICE EXAM... ITS NOT MY FAULT WE'RE COVERING SHIT I HAVEN'T GONE OVER SINCE 2018-2019. However, my friend is really good at history, and I'm really good at math!

IN OTHER NEWS:

I'm celebrating my birthday at a sushi place with another tranner I met in December. I STILL HAVE TO MAKE RESERVATIONS... NOT SURE WHY THAT NOTICE CAME UP ON MY MOM'S PHONE BUT NOT MINE. Someone remind me... even if it's mean....

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Snexpresso kong/ostrich :expressoupvote:

1d ago #7766373

frick I'm too r-slurred to be social with normals

and too normal to be social with the othre rslurvergents

:marseyitsover:

I just got that birdtism

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Scientist Jo/ker Passoid Dweebmoder Snexpresso 1d ago #7766390

Birdtism? Also, I never masked to begin with, so I think that may be why I'm beginning to hang around more neurodivergents / more neurodivergents are starting to approach me

Edit: For more clarification I was extremely lonely in my regular school years, but I think as an adult, neurodivergents might just stop giving a frick about fitting in. I knew a lot of r-slurs who desperately tried to fit in with the cool kids, but would be secretly made fun of behind their backs. Idk if my situation was better or not. I was bullied, but it was to my face, and my super duper r-slurism + schizo skills would make them so uncomfortable to the point where they'd just avoid me instead

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SIitFucker they/them Scientist 3hr ago #7770068

My childhood sucked so bad I learned english and retreated to my PC and developed a second personality by forgetting my past self and switching my internal language to english

At least that's my guess for why I forgot most of my childhood, bit problematic as i also forgot basic math and stuff :marseybrainlet:

I don't think the bullying was that bad compared to what i see happens elsewhere but it was constant, which left me with pstd of people laughing.. Kids pretending to be friendly with you only to use info they learned from the small chat to mock you behind your back, throwing pencils during class, keeping you in the potty so you're late for class, bit of sexual assault.. stuff like that. At least i didn't get my teeth kicked in. Whenever i tried fighting back i was restrained by their friends so that didn't work

The worst was i was infamous for being weird, so i couldn't even try to start anew and develop social skills before some bully spotted me on the street. Things only got better after I got a few friends and went to gym, but school was pretty much over by then, so GG 10 years of torment for being a weird skinny weak kid

Sometimes i wonder how different my personality would be if i was more normal and didn't get bullied. But thinking about the past gets me depressed, need to focus on the future. I want to stick with the gym this time for at least a year to see the results