Ego Obsessed Wingcucks

Two facts about me:

• I was once an extremely devout Christian
• I am no longer an extremely devout Christian

My falling out from the faith is not a topic that I think most people would be interested in. I think there are a decent amount of people on here who can at least relate to the experience of losing faith. They might not, however, relate to what might be called "faith nostalgia". That is, a longing to be back in the bosom of the faith, despite the fact that you aren't sure how to get back to it.

The problem is that, despite being objectively wrong, being a Christian was an experience that was extremely positive for me. The feeling that everything was going to be alright, the idea that everything, everything in the universe was set in motion for the glorious finale that we were all set to participate in. We were a force for good. Our faith may have been placed in something that was objectively false, but we were becoming objectively better people, and our communities were becoming objectively better places.

This isn't about Christianity. This is about how being a wingcuck, while an obvious replacement for Christianity, is worse in literally every way. (I won't bother explaining how wingcuckery is a replacement for Christianity - we both know that it is. rdrama.net may be full of r-slurs, but we are subversively insightful in our r-sluration) By my count:

• Christians can propagate Christianity through love. Wingcucks cannot propagate their viewpoints with love
• Christians are generally better people than Wingcucks
• Christians have a greater positive impact on their communities than Wingcucks
• Christians actually form communities of other Christians, Wingcucks form """communities""" that fall apart at the slightest push
• Christians don't have to be ego obsessed

They are also worse in every way that Christianity is bad:

• They believe it is a moral duty to drag their beliefs into everything
• "Us or them" mentality
• Possibility of causing violence
• And, objectively, WRONG.

Maybe someday I'll go through all of these points, but today, I want to talk about ego-obsession. Have you ever noticed how wingcucks tend to be -er- mentally unstable? Like a little off? Look at any of the usual suspects around here - you know who I'm speaking of - and tell me that they aren't on some kind of medication.

That's the thing with wingcucks. They are obsessed with their own ego. The wingcuck's universe look roughly like this

1. Me (The smart one)
2. People who I mostly agree with (who are still kind of wrong)
3. Idiots

Notice that it's the "me" at the center. It's always plugged in, always thinking, always indignant, always jumping through hoops, always stewing over the idiots (goddarn them to heck), never thinking about the bad thoughts, never questioning (except superficially), never tuned out, never resting, never paying attention for once, here angry, there gloating, here mocking the idiots, there sulking about the idiots mocking it, please, jesus christ, shut the FRICK up.

*sigh* let me put it this way. Politics is, at best, about communities. Sometimes it is about individuals making selfish decisions, I get that. But if you are going to call yourself "politically active" you better believe most people aren't going to care about what makes you better off. But even if you were, you are leagues, lightyears from the wingcuck. The wingcuck isn't motivated by community. The wingcuck isn't even really motivated by self-interest. The wingcuck is motivated by being right.

Shit's not healthy, man. Day after day, week after week, month after month stewing over how right you are isn't the key to success - it's the key to developing schizophrenia. Which, no matter what they say, is definitely not based and redpilled.

Now, listen, I'm not saying that there are no ego-obsessed Christians. Heck, I know a few. You know, the annoying ones that are like well actually if you look at the fossil record we can conclude that the Earth must be at most 6000 years old therefore the timeline set forth in the book of Genesis is correct therefore God is real (ok but seriously look up evidence for young earth the evidence is all there bro). My point is that you don't have to be ego obsessed to be a Christian, and, honestly, if you follow the Bible, you won't be. (Hey if you have read this far leave a comment with the word "lizard" somewhere in it and I will certify you as officially literate.)

Every year, there is this massive Christian conference that takes place in Atlanta. (If you are an OG, you'll know what it is) Thousands of college age students will swarm the city. (It's fricking insane, man. Everything is booked and the only place that can fit us all is a stadium. Great place to meet QT Christian Girls to """encourage in the lord""") As we met in the stadium, as the music played, as the lights dimmed, as various epiphanies and truths were revealed to us, we - the collective - were ripped from our bodies and were shown the real shape of things.

We saw God.

He was there, he felt like a warm blanket, like a girl saying she loved you, like a baby laughing, like a waterfall, like the feeling of being a swaddled up baby, like the feeling that everything was going to be alright, that it wasn't about me, that the line between me and the people around me were so very thin, and that there was so much that I'm not doing but I ought to be doing because imagine the things I could do.

And sure, it was all fake. It was caused by dehydration, or a lack of sleep, or the lights, or the music, or maybe it is mass hypnosis, heck, maybe somebody slipped us all a tab of acid. Who knows? What I do know is that it worked. We left that place motivated. We returned to our quiet little towns and we carried the motivation to do good, to seek the kingdom of God. College students were giving way more money than college students normally would. We would pack lunches for people halfway around the globe. We'd generally be nice to people.

Meanwhile, what does the wingcuck do? The wingcuck has conferences too. (CPAC, RNC, DNC, etc) In the wingcuck's conference, they inflate his ego. "Liberals are fricking america. They are fricking it. Raw. And if we assume they are fricking America, then we must assume that they are not using a condom, and are, therefore, spreading STDs. Socially Terrible Decisions." "Da rich are literally homosexuals. Fuh too long have dey have fricked the asses of the working class. Dat's why we need to tax those fahgots. Frick their asses for once." "Hot darn" the wingcuck says to himself "What a smart son of a gun I am". He then goes home and argues with people online, aka, doing literally nothing, and becoming more and more miserable and pushing himself closer to the brink of total meltdown.

Main takeaways from this essay are:

• If you want to meet a qt christian girl go to atlanta during the new year
• Wingcucks are driving themselves insane
• Young Christians literally are getting high
• The earth is approximately 6000 years old
• Schizophrenia is a social contagion

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