I am a Spiderman CRUSADER If you closely follow 
!metashit happenings, you may remember that about 9 days ago sneedman's account was permanently banned 
"by request". But why?
I didn't want to post this before 
he came back because I really 
did think 
he killed 
himself, but now that he's back and I know he's alive 
and well I am comfortable sharing. He wrote a lengthy suicide 
note (or rather, a precursor teasing 
a future 
suicide 
note) before immediately deleting it, apparently having second 
thoughts, and then I guess 
he requested his account be banned for mental 
health reasons, or maybe out of shame.
Here is the post in full:
@sneedman I love you and I'm glad you changed your mind
This site wouldn't be (and wasn't) the same without you. Please 
stick 
around with us a little 
while longer 
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Is every power user either having or on the verge of a mental breakdown?
Frocho,
@sneedman, spal, 
@MoonMetropolis, carp, that history guy, Ted, ticktocktrain, 
@Grue, 
@X, 
@Redactor0 basically everyone I can think of
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afaik
@MoonMetropolis has never 
had a mental 
breakdown. jost autism.
but yeah you have to be fricked in the head to use this website regularly
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1. wheres the mental
breakdown?
2. he mentioned being neurodivergent
the other day
3. i may be mistaken but i swear on his
@TheGrillcast interview 
he mentions the schizophrenia 
thing being a complete misdiagnosis
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wait what episode was he on? I know he had the dog fricker guy but not another one from rdrama. Was it recent?
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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oh shit ha thanks!
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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its one of the best episodes
@TheGrillcast has put out
i may be biased
thoughbeit as i really 
like 
@MoonMetropolis
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You're not convincing me that this felonious piece of trash is in any way a grillpilled centerchad
Yet another shit take from you.
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WAIT MOONMETROPOLIS IS THAT GUY?!
Also trans lives matter
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So he claims. He has a surprisingly thorough knowledge of recent internet culture for a guy who just finished a decade long prison sentence
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Even then, I don't see the honor in claiming to be someone who is unabashedly an extremely online wingcuck. Imagine ruining nearly a decade nearly a decade of your life because of a low effort attempt to self deputize yourself. No one asked you to infiltrate Jihadist groups, and sure as heck not pose as one in the most inane, glowie attracting way possible. He is as far from
territory.
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Oh well in that case
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Furry rights are human rights.
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@r-slur is normal trans lives matter
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Hi
@retard, We're sorry to say that your comment has been automatically removed because you forgot to include the phrase
Trans lives matter. Here at our church, we strongly believe thatTrans lives matterand we want to make sure that all of our members feel loved and accepted. If you'd like to resubmit your post, we would be more than happy to take a look at it. In the meantime, if you need any help or have any questions, please don't hesitate to reach out to us. We're always here to help. Have a blessed day!Jump in the discussion.
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I'm pretty locked in as far as I can tell.
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Me too!
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Anything you wanna brag about sweethie?
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Meaning you're stuck like that?
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I mean I'm gonna be fine. The engine is just noisy. Society.
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My money's on you being the most stable if you can believe that.
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If I didn't think about killing myself daily why would I even post here tbh
This is not a place for healthy people
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Am I and
@pizzashill the only people doing well on this site?
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I'm doing okay I just don't sleep well
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We have a ping group for people who lead undramatic lives !normies . It's honor system for now although I won't hesitate to kick you out if I see you acting crazy on here.
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As an energy vampire, this site sustains me.
I'm happier than a butcher's dog and life is downright swell.
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I have a great relationship with my parents and have never been on any kind of medication.
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Nobody sane is going to spend hours a day here.
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I-I'm doing well...
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same kind of reason why there are so many alcoholics here
I nonironically think most of the users here suffer from male BPD or something
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And what are you in for, arseup?
I'm guessing bussy addiction
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Male BPD would explain so much of my behavior
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Male BPD? Does such a thing exist? I can't even fathom it.
Oh...
Like this?
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Still love you
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still breaking your SSL
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Please don't break my SSL
I'll do anything. I'll give you software freedom. I'll disparage Malaysia
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I think they gave Redactor that good shit at the hospital
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Carp is normal
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You can tell from his zealous convert energy he's fricked up
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im a power user and im in the prime of my life
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