I am a Spiderman CRUSADER If you closely follow 
!metashit happenings, you may remember that about 9 days ago sneedman's account was permanently banned 
"by request". But why?
I didn't want to post this before 
he came back because I really 
did think 
he killed 
himself, but now that he's back and I know he's alive 
and well I am comfortable sharing. He wrote a lengthy suicide 
note (or rather, a precursor teasing 
a future 
suicide 
note) before immediately deleting it, apparently having second 
thoughts, and then I guess 
he requested his account be banned for mental 
health reasons, or maybe out of shame.
Here is the post in full:
@sneedman I love you and I'm glad you changed your mind
This site wouldn't be (and wasn't) the same without you. Please 
stick 
around with us a little 
while longer 
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
If there's one thing people never recover from, it's the suicide of their child. Someone condemns their family to a lifetime of pain when they commit suicide, and no holiday, no family gathering from that point will ever be the same. Suicide (and murder) hits differently than other deaths, which are already hard enough.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Oh wow, really?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Kitty, just say you're too coward to do it instead of moralstragging
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
I really like sneedman. I assume he must be super awkward and neurodivergent IRL because even being a short neighbor he shouldn't be as cursed as he acts. He's self-aware but unable to translate that self-awareness into self-improvement, which is extremely relatable to me.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
i love him. he can be a little
annoying 
at times, but who here isnt?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Me.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Wrong.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Me
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
That's just dramneurodivergent syndrome.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
My sneedman bio, based on extensive research
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Nah, didn't he wash out of PhD programmes twice?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I lied about the extensive research. He seemed thoughtful but whiny from skimming a couple posts. No idea what his problem is in that case
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
No idea about cause and effect but afaik his problems are:
His dad was seriously abusive
He's nursing a major benzo addiction
Various mental health things schizoid personality type
He's short
He's a cutter
He's scared to talk to girls but desperate for love
He's fixated on one girl who was medium nice to him
He chose to attempt a PhD in English literature
He's stuck in South Africa
He gets validation from garbage websites
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
diagnosed the problem
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
That doesn't hold
@kaamrev back. He's out there enjoymaxxing, feeling the wind in his hair and killing people with his car.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Worse self-harm than the cutting
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
The first
@sneedman post I remember reading was his writeup about going to some discotheque alone as a sort of exposure therapy. He even was anxious about the five minute car drive there, but he forced himself to do it anyway. I thought that was really admirable. 
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Still don't get why that nibba didn't walk instead of DWI but maybe SAfrica is like Burgerstan and travelling on foot means you're poor?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I imagine you'd get robbed 5 times on the way if you tried that
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Fine, I take it back. You and jimie have convinced me
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
he tried benzos
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Yeah he's a strag
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
When he went through his circumcision arc, I started thinking his whole shtick was a gay op. It's easy to think that because at least 2/3 of the people on this site are faking something or other at all times. But I guess it was all real? Or still not? I'm confused and now I don't care about this anymore.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Is every power user either having or on the verge of a mental breakdown?
Frocho,
@sneedman, spal, 
@MoonMetropolis, carp, that history guy, Ted, ticktocktrain, 
@Grue, 
@X, 
@Redactor0 basically everyone I can think of
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I'm pretty locked in as far as I can tell.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Me too!
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Anything you wanna brag about sweethie?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Meaning you're stuck like that?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I mean I'm gonna be fine. The engine is just noisy. Society.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
My money's on you being the most stable if you can believe that.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
If I didn't think about killing myself daily why would I even post here tbh
This is not a place for healthy people
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Am I and
@pizzashill the only people doing well on this site?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
I'm doing okay I just don't sleep well
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
We have a ping group for people who lead undramatic lives !normies . It's honor system for now although I won't hesitate to kick you out if I see you acting crazy on here.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
As an energy vampire, this site sustains me.
I'm happier than a butcher's dog and life is downright swell.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
I have a great relationship with my parents and have never been on any kind of medication.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Nobody sane is going to spend hours a day here.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I-I'm doing well...
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
same kind of reason why there are so many alcoholics here
I nonironically think most of the users here suffer from male BPD or something
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
And what are you in for, arseup?
I'm guessing bussy addiction
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Male BPD would explain so much of my behavior
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Male BPD? Does such a thing exist? I can't even fathom it.
Oh...
Like this?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
afaik
@MoonMetropolis has never 
had a mental 
breakdown. jost autism.
but yeah you have to be fricked in the head to use this website regularly
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
1. wheres the mental
breakdown?
2. he mentioned being neurodivergent
the other day
3. i may be mistaken but i swear on his
@TheGrillcast interview 
he mentions the schizophrenia 
thing being a complete misdiagnosis
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
WAIT MOONMETROPOLIS IS THAT GUY?!
Also trans lives matter
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
So he claims. He has a surprisingly thorough knowledge of recent internet culture for a guy who just finished a decade long prison sentence
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Even then, I don't see the honor in claiming to be someone who is unabashedly an extremely online wingcuck. Imagine ruining nearly a decade nearly a decade of your life because of a low effort attempt to self deputize yourself. No one asked you to infiltrate Jihadist groups, and sure as heck not pose as one in the most inane, glowie attracting way possible. He is as far from
territory.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
wait what episode was he on? I know he had the dog fricker guy but not another one from rdrama. Was it recent?
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
oh shit ha thanks!
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
its one of the best episodes
@TheGrillcast has put out
i may be biased
thoughbeit as i really 
like 
@MoonMetropolis
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
You're not convincing me that this felonious piece of trash is in any way a grillpilled centerchad
Yet another shit take from you.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Oh well in that case
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Furry rights are human rights.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
@r-slur is normal trans lives matter
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Hi
@retard, We're sorry to say that your comment has been automatically removed because you forgot to include the phrase
Trans lives matter. Here at our church, we strongly believe thatTrans lives matterand we want to make sure that all of our members feel loved and accepted. If you'd like to resubmit your post, we would be more than happy to take a look at it. In the meantime, if you need any help or have any questions, please don't hesitate to reach out to us. We're always here to help. Have a blessed day!Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Still love you
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
still breaking your SSL
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Please don't break my SSL
I'll do anything. I'll give you software freedom. I'll disparage Malaysia
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
I think they gave Redactor that good shit at the hospital
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Carp is normal
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
You can tell from his zealous convert energy he's fricked up
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
im a power user and im in the prime of my life
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
this is how his suicide note is going to look
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
u think hes gonna add pics of that white hoe in his real suicide note
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Alternatively, take a chill pill. You were doing amazing when you were trying to go out and scored yourself based on a medal 🥉 system. Remember the cutie that you met at a rave/club?
There's hope neighbor
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
alas if only such problems were external ones then they'd be solvable
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
i forgot about his medal
saga! u should 
try that shit again i think 
it worked rly well 
@sneedman
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Gay.
@sneedman jump into a volcano while gooning and live stream it here.
!metashit
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Leave sneedman alone, gock.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
NEVER. I WILL GOCKPOCOLYPSE YOU.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Vaccines work
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Site would be better if he did it.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
If he does it I'll slit your throat and bury you with him like they did the Pharaoh's wife.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
uh, based?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I've been looking for an excuse since he downmarseyd one of my comments.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Which one? Willing to bet it was accidental tbh.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
I lied, I thought it'd be a funny petty reason to want to kill someone.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
thanks snappy
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
i posted something mean in his gaming thread but felt guilty after reading this and deleted it
!losers my behaviour is pathetic and you have full license to bully me as I have proven unworthy of bullying others
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Something ain't right with SAfricans
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
ask dwhite
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
It was my intention to censor all of this info
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
More options
Context
!CHUDS
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
I hope that neighbor does it imagine being black lol
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Disappointing. Do it, kitty.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
Too many nonsense marseys, didn't read.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
whats the sneed with dealman?
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
More options
Context
i wish that BIPOC roped
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context
lol even his suicide note has pics of holly
Jump in the discussion.
No email address required.
More options
Context