Voice duxx

I'm finally trying to push through getting this project and tutorial video done, so I need to get this out of the way -- I know I sound effeminate and neurodivergent, it's just easier to get all the insults out of the way so I can stop being self-conscious about my voice on this.

I already recorded the whole thing, then deleted it because I was talking all slowly and stilted like a nervous kid giving a speech in front of the classroom. This time I tried talking faster and more conversationally, but may have gone overboard and made it impossible to understand.

So what am I doing wrong, how do I improve? It's a shitty microphone, I know.

Also either rdrama hates m4a files or hates files from my phone, so you get an extra layer of mp3 compression added to this.