I'm supposed to be tapering but I took 4 benzos today 
already. I feel sick if I don't take them, they make me feel normal. I actually 
feel productive after taking benzos. Without them I feel like dying. I don't want to wean, I want to ramp up but I know I should 
be doing the opposite. They help me sometimes but I can't stay addicted 
to pills 
my whole life.
The calm they hit you with is irresistable. It's like nothing matters anymore. You can just focus on the good parts of life. Maybe listen 
to some music, write, work. It's all good and flows smoothly. Why can't life always be like this?
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He's a djinn who feeds off negative energy
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Wow benzos sound good, I should try them. Are there any downsides?
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the downside is that you'll have the best day of your life and then it's all downhill from there
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I've only taken a benzo once when a friend gave it to me for a long flight. Best travel experience of my life and luckily I'm too lazy to obtain them myself
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just the perfect amount of drunk without the hangover or physical effects
i miss it so much
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None you'll remember, go for it champ
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Memory is for chumps who can't live in the moment
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You might wake up a 152 cm South African dramatard.
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They'll make you r-slurred. I'm pretty sure I lost 10 points since I started.
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Still not as bad as Bambi Sleep brand sissy hypno.
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Wow Bambi Sleep brand sissy hypno sound good, I should try them. Are there any downsides?
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Turning into Brad Pitt in Fight Club except that you're a sissy bimbo.
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just look at my fave sub :)
https://old.reddit.com/r/BartardStories/
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Look babe I 110% get it. For subuxone they have the taper almost indistinguishable from staying on the same dose. Ie maybe you're on 2mg today but you're on 1.75 for the next 3 days.
Slowww is the name of the game. It's ofc tempting to frick up and take more and benzos in particular make u vulnerable to that desire.
I wouldn't worry too much about HOW LONG it takes you as long as EVENTUALLY you get off. If that means it takes 3 or 6 months, so what? Your life in 1 year will be way better.
Most people here don't have our proclivities and problems. I 100% do and I get it. You don't need to rush it, but you do need to be vigilant with your desires and your taper.
Benzos are so hard to quit bc the side effects fricking suck. Taper down slow enough that you barely feel it. Get a pill splitter. Do whatever it is you need to do to get through the next couple of months.
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I dunno about benzos but with everything else the best thing to do is to record exactly how much you take each day. Learn how to get some joy out of every time you go to bed having 10% less than the day before.
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How do I get these do you know a guy?
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You probably don't remember this but you've made this post 3 times already
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lmao we've been telling you
it'll be tough but it's doable
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What's this from
Who is she
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You have a lot of problems I think
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It can but you've got to work for it.
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!nwahs it's too late for my man, convince him to Kirkbridemaxx
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Healthiest dramatard
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Having been through a benzo addiction and taper/withdrawal, it sucks man. Idk how else to tell you, just know one day you're gonna wake up really fricking pissed at yourself for not stopping when it was easier. The calm isn't worth the storm.
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If you're at the point of maintenance usage, yeah... that's going to hurt. Good luck with that.
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So brave. Why don't you use that benzo addiction to get some b-words
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How?
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By talking to them or finding drug addict
hoes
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It never occured to this neighbor to share his drugs with girls
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Make your bed and clean your room.
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So just take Benzo's forever
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If your gonna get addicted to pills at least make it adderall or some upper so you can get shit done, benzos just make you a zombie
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Benzos also have way worse withdrawal.
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Yes, we knew that immediately
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I took a benzo once. I dumped the rest in a pond because it is trash medicine for trash men.
Strip yourself naked. Chase down and kill an antelope with your bare hands. This is the only way your life will ever improve.
I am a licensed doctor and this is medical advice.
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You are psyching yourself out, just taper off them, it's not that bad. As long as you do a reasonable taper you'll be totally fine
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Those pills are turning your brain to mush!
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You have a South Africa problem
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booze will hit the receptors so u dont withdraw/seizure
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Go see a doctor, they will actually help with this
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Wow sounds like I should really try these.
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