The fricking cwowld metwl slid owor my skin like silk sliding 
dwown a fricking banyister. It dwoesn't take much pwessure wen u have a fricking sharp 
razwor. Bwood came pwouring immediatewy. That's a fricking gwood sign - the fricking deep cuts are fricking bwight white 
and take a fricking minyute two start bleeding. I am onye with the fricking pain because I deserve it fwor being worthless and a fricking piece of shit and a fricking bad perswon.
Am I bwoken that my mind cwonstantwy instwucts mwe two self-mutilate, b-word? It feels 
like there's a fricking gwoblin in my head (the Gwueswome Gwoblin) cwonstantwy egging mwe on two dwo the fricking nyeedfwl and start slicing. Can anyonye relate, b-word? I knyow I'm gwoing two dwo it again twomworwow and it's gwoing two be wose. The fricking cycle's begun again.
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Have you considered cutting cool patterns so that when it heals you have mandala scars and stuff?
If you're gonna do it you might as well get something out of it, and the extra effort it takes will reduce the amount you do in the end.
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