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  • Arran : attention seeking NlGGER

I relapsed with self-harming

The fricking cwowld metwl slid owor my skin like silk sliding :marseyslipperyslope: dwown a fricking banyister. It dwoesn't take much pwessure wen u have a fricking sharp :marseybackstabsjw: razwor. Bwood came pwouring immediatewy. That's a fricking gwood sign - the fricking deep cuts are fricking bwight white :marseypolarbear: and take a fricking minyute two start bleeding. I am onye with the fricking pain because I deserve it fwor being worthless and a fricking piece of shit and a fricking bad perswon.

Am I bwoken that my mind cwonstantwy instwucts mwe two self-mutilate, b-word? It feels :marseyvapecrying: like there's a fricking gwoblin in my head (the Gwueswome Gwoblin) cwonstantwy egging mwe on two dwo the fricking nyeedfwl and start slicing. Can anyonye relate, b-word? I knyow I'm gwoing two dwo it again twomworwow and it's gwoing two be wose. The fricking cycle's begun again.

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Noooo don do dat youre so seggsy haha

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!oldstrags remember D.A.R.E. and taking a bite outta crime with McGruff and gunning down homeless drug addicts in NARC? They throw needles at you and you shoot them lmao.

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!wpd

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yeah theres too many zoomers there to get the joke so I feel like it was a wasted effort :marseyunamused:

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wtf that's magic :marseywitch4:

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Hey gross. Go share that with a doctor or something we don't care.

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I'm seeing my psychologist :marseyfreud: tomorrow morning.

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That's good! Be honest with them.

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You're working on overcoming a really difficult and intractable issue. It's normal that you're going to have lapses, especially at first. You're doing all that you can with pursuing treatment so don't get too down on yourself for messing up sometimes. It's the general trend that matters. (I have a similar difficulty with alcohol)

In 5 years if you keep up your treatment you can find yourself completely free from this torment. Don't give up just because you made one mistake.

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We noticed.

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Yet it isn't good enough :marseyitsallsotiresome: for him

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tink tink tink AHEM

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HOOOOOOOW???

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I prolapsed with self cumming

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watchpeopledie.tv would :marseymid: love this

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>>>/wpd/

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>The fricking cycle's begun again.

https://media.giphy.com/media/5mprGYa0QAE36/giphy.webp

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why would you self-harm when you can other-people-harm? I mean it seems obvious to me.

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What Sylvia Plath poem is this from again

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None obviously because foids cannot write like him.

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You should go for a bike ride instead

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Oh my God frick off already

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If my psychiatrist prescribed benzos as freely as yours did I would be cuttin too.


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I told you not to do it :marseyrain:

What is going on in this place?

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😴 😴 😴

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U need to fix urself

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Not good enough.

:marseykys2#:

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Have you considered cutting cool patterns so that when it heals you have mandala scars and stuff?

If you're gonna do it you might as well get something out of it, and the extra effort it takes will reduce the amount you do in the end.

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:#marseyropeyourself:

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You're trying and that's what matters.

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Happens. You relapsed. Now go again and try to lengthen the time before you relapse again. First it will be maybe weeks then months and then you might relapse once a year before stopping entirely.

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Man heck nah this doesnt count as °relapsing° you willingly bought the razors and even posted about them. STOP self harming boom saved you money :marseystocksupdown: youd spend on therapy

just remember next time you want to do it- that you shouldnt because its bad

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I would say i relapsed reading ur posts but i never started

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!headgoblins our work isn't going unnoticed!

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Repeat “Om Mani Padme Hum” in your head and out loud all day long. Even when the urge strikes. Especially when the urge strikes and the voices appear.

:#marseymonk:

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its not self harm until you do something thats not repairable. You know you have cartilage between your nose? That's not repairable. Pierce it.

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If you are taking Finasteride, stop. Just trust me on this.

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Verified Pics or it didnt happen kitty

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Go to watch people die if thats what you want.

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I didnt say I Wanted to see them. Im calling him an attention craving kitty and calling his bluff

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dudnt he already post verified cut pics

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embrace the jesus or do the job ... find peace or heck, but for the love of god stop pityposting for yourself online

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