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I'm depressed again lol.

I've spent three days trying to clean my garage and bedroom. Any progress I make just reinforces the fact that I have too much stuff and eventually will have to sell it or throw it out when I have to move.

My phone also showed me "memories" photos from back when I borescope the cylinders on my car and now I'm back to being convinced I'm going to need a $15k rebuild in the next year and I don't have $15k to do so.

It's nice to be able to see my floor now though. Cats seem to enjoy it.

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>Transphobic poster is depressed

:marsey#manysuchcases:

I'm sorry being a hater didn't make you happy

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Throwing cute rocks in a valid glass house, are we?

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Awh you noticed me!

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Can you make a twitter :marseybluecheck: again pls

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I'm not funny anymore.

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Don't be so hard on yourself, pal. You've got a great sense of humor. Things will get better. :marseycheerup:

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still funnier than 95% of dramatards though :marseythumbsup:

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I have a Twitter that's literally my name and I've thought about shitposting on that. Sort of like a face tattoo in that it would force me to never have a normal job ever.

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Have you tried not being depressed? I think that will help.

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A former friend told me he cured depression by just making sure he smiles everyday.

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Honestly though, what will help is hard exercise. Like don't stop until you're completely soaked in sweat, disgusting exercise. It sucks at first and you've got to push through that, but it will make you look and feel way better in the long run.

:#marseysweating: :#marseyemojismilemouthcoldsweat:

Also, no alcohol or other drugs.

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I was getting really satisfied detailing cars and making them all shiny but I ran out of people who would pay me to detail their cars.

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Yeah stuff like that is fine, healthy even. But as you saw it can end through no fault of your own. External circumstances can't remove the accomplishments of activities like exercise nearly as easily.

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Except becoming a cripple. :marseyrain:

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Sure, but there's risk to any activity in life. The cars OP was tuning up could've collapsed on him or something resulting in a severe injury too.

Proper exercise does have some element of risk sure, but as you get stronger it's risk (and the risk of injury in other activities) decreases to below where it was originally.

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Oh yeah, I meant that becoming a cripple is one of the few external circumstances that can stop you from exercising. After my hip got fricked up I could at least still do pushups. Now with this knee thing I'm afraid to even try doing that.

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wtf why are you falling apart??

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Becoming a cripple is the least of your problems, you're Dutch after all.

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:marseyrain:

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Do it for free

Trans lives matter less

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this doesn't work very well

t. have done it before

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Then you weren't trying hard enough.

:!#marseyindignant:

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I wish this was true :marseysadge:

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Whatever you do, don't look at anti-suicide propaganda from the fricking South Korean government. It causes huge spikes in suicides every time they try something.

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>please don't keep yourself safe!

:#marseysouthkorea:

>Kill myself? Well now that you mention it...

:#marseyropewithchingchong:

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  • DickButtKiss : All good advice, maybe you gooks need to listen to the government

Its even worse. Its shit like "dont keep yourself safe, motherlover! Think about eating your mom's food!" Or like "dont keep yourself safe, motherlover! You will make your friends sad!" Or "dont keep yourself safe, motherlover! Instead go marry and have children!"

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The true purpose of a government service is revealed in the tangible results it achieves.

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:marseyknowthatfeelbro#:

been drowning in work irl for over a year and a half and my once meticulous and pristine shop is a disaster. There are so many frickin spiders around too I need to literally nuke it with like an unhealthy amount of permethrin just to maintain the drunk courage to start shifting boxes full of scrap metal and cowtools around without getting a heart attack from the big black uglys. Used to be so clean I could spot an intruder out the corner of my eye and blast with the salt-shotgun accordingly. At this rate I'ma have to get the old tyvek suit out and go full John Goodman from Arachnophobia (1990) on that shit.

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:marseycheerup: Hope you feel better.

This probably doesn't help but I regularly get compliments on that print :marseyembrace:

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You bought his painting?

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I bought a photo print :marseyneat:

I can't find the store link but @StuPedasho has some cool stuff

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Right click, save as, then print it.

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:#marseyspit: !slots108

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:#marseyraging: !slots108

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I hate the memories feature that apps keep releasing, depressing shit

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$15k rebuild

This is why my dad owns a Toyota.

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That's just the cost of the parts and machining too. I've never assembled an engine before but I'm sure I could do it with the right instructions. Having it actually fully done by a shop is around $35k, which is basically the current value of the car.

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Oof, my dad inherited a Mercedes and he sold it to some young lady who thought it looked cool, that poor mofo.

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$15k sounds like the price for a new shortblock. Can't you get a used stripped block :marseyerasure: for less than that?

Trans lives matter less

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A new block will have lokasil cast-in cylinders and will just bore score again. The only way to actually fix it is to bore it out and have nikasil sleeves put in. It's like $5k for the sleeving, then $2k for new pistons, $1k for all of the gaskets, $1k for the instructional book and videos, but then there are all of the bearings and stuff that need to be replaced while you're in there.

Thinking about it now I definitely could do it for like $10k and reuse a lot of the wear items, but I'm back to being unemployed and $10k might as well be a million dollars at this point.

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Eww that sucks

(much like ppl who think :marseyquestion: trans lives matter)

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>too much stuff

Give me some stuff :marseypoor:

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Most of it is worthless shit like parts of old AV equipment that I totally will end up using someday and bins full of random nuts and bolts that I swear I'll get around to sorting so I can use them on the other half done projects I haven't finished.

I do have a BMW V8 and transmission you're welcome to but you pay shipping.

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I often think depression is terminal, can you ever really get over it?

I live with the expectation that the depression will someday hit me again, one of these days

:marseyserioushatfact: I got through it the last time, not sure I can do it again the next time

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>My phone also showed me "memories" photos from back when I borescope the cylinders on my car

I hate this feature so much. 'hey, you know how your car is in pieces because you're unmotivated? Here's a photo of it two years ago when it wasnt in pieces you lazy butt'

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Hope youre doing okay @StuPedasho

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Buy a fricking warehouse and fill it full of your crap like some kind of demented museum.

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Do your cats and raccoons get along?

:marseywave2: 🤝 :marseyraccoon!:


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Nice work, don't forget to clean your peepee.

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I bougt an car and spend all july working on it and I got to drive to work once and then I got rear ended

it was only 1200 dolar but I am sentimental and spiteful that the world took this thing from me so soon

plus I got it at 193k and promised it would for sure see 200 :marseyangry:

now I have to del with insurance and figure out how to cut the whole rear end off a cadilac and put a new one on and the frames probably bent and :marseycrying: the car wasn't worth what I had still to do before the accident but i'm in too deep and I feel like i'm letting the world down if I let it go and junk it

im letting that old lady down i bought it from. she wantd to see pictures when I got it pretty again

so now I just go to work and come home

for a month there I had a little dream, I had purpose.

but i still have birds idk I've never been derpressed life is so beautiful :marseyembrace:

I have a lot to learn

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Cats seem to enjoy it.

wtf you have cats? you only ever post raccoons

post cats.

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  • DickButtKiss : hey you're still good at taking pictures, try and take some pleasure in that

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Buddy

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Snickers and Mouse

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!animalposters come say hello :marseywave2: to Buddy, Snickers, and Mouse!!

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They are stupendous :marseyheart:

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Sell your lame car and stop hoarding shit. Its time to accept your boomer transition.

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You're depressed because... you have too much money?

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I have too much stuff and zero money.

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