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pls bully
If you have a fatty to snitch
on, leave
a comment
below and I'll give you a 200DC reward.
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Hi, we take thinness VERY seriously here so we'll be exiling any and all suspected fatties from this hole starting meow!
Your bail will be 200dc + arm photo proving your thinness. If you suspect you have been exiled incorrectly, you may whine to me or @WrongHoler but you'll probably still have bail depending on how much we believe you.
Have a great day !thin !verifiedhot
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HATE IT. At least when a person
has anorexia
they look good. And the entire purpose of our eating
disorders is to look good. Not only are B.E. D people like me alone
and fricking
disgusting
in private but it's even worse when you have to face the public. Because of how fat and disgusting
I look I barely talk to my friends
and families. All eating
disorder people suffer I know, but I just had to get it out good much more I hate having BED. So much that I wish I could have anorexia
again.
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of a fu%^ing panic
attack
? because? THERE
is a GIANT
WOLF SPIDER
IN MY BATHROOM AND I just binged and I need to purge because if I don't i'll panic
even more?! I'm home alone
so I can't just have someone else kill it ! ? plus its like 5 fREAKING INCHES BIG HOW DO YOU SMASH A SPIDER
THAT BIG?!
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So I was cleaning my brother's room. I wandered around while he was at the gym with his friends. I came across the pills I was looking at the different ones he had on his desk. I wanted to steal some so bad. I mean... my brother has always been pretty lean but suddenly he started seizing out while he was studying on the computer two years ago. He's an information tech student so he spends a lot of time in front of screens and needs these meds to prevent that from happening.
Okay... this is the horrible part and i need to confess this because its been eating at me and I've felt very very guilty for doing. I would steal seven 25 mg pills every month and he would have a lot of pills for the rest of the month. Id take one every week and it would supress my appetite the whole week.
Whenever he runs out of medications fast he tells my mom and she yells at him that he must have taken him in his sleep and he would be really sad he even told me to keep them with me at one point so that he doesn't take them while he's asleep. 😭
They don't know I'm taking it that I stole from him just to keep losing weight easily. I was envious because he's always skinny and its making him not eat and lose more weight and when he doesn't take them he eats a lot.
Now mom is mad at him and its all my fault please help me how can I tell him I stole how can I make it up for him he knows I'm anorexic and he's been very supportive he cooks for me sometimes and makes sure to ask me if I ate many times a day
I'm a shitty sister i hate myself I hate this disease 💔
now the commenters are split on whether this is based or cringe
even op isnt sure whether she should keep doing it
anyway the obvious solution to learning that the pills only have a 24hr half life is to take one of them every day
problem solved
anyway there are hundreds of comments of her going back and forth between wanting more pills and feeling like she has to come clean and its pretty funny
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So yes I was and am trying recovery but it doesn't happen
overnight so I'm still counting. But I hope to stop. Plus I don't plan on using this site unless I wanna vent about something
(since I always vent here)
Anyway my older brother was walking
towards the kitchen
and I hurried and measured the ketchup
for my eggs. Unfortunately he saw me, instead of saying nothing he had to say loudly "did you just measure your ketchup?" And a few seconds later
he says, "that's just insanity." Then my dad said "oh a lot of people measure their ketchup! Like chefs and stuff." And my brother
said "not buying that for a minute". So yeah……thanks a lot that was kinda embarrassing brother
;/
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My wife took an overdose earlier today. We are waiting
for the ambulance and have been for the last hour and a half. When she was on the phone
to them they had said that they aren't prioritising her but they will come out at some point
tonight. They also said that if she was sick then she should
call them back. She has been sick but it was in the potty
and she flushed
it. Last time this happened they said that they hadn't seen her be sick or any evidence of her being sick. So I purged into a bucket and it is bow next to her. So that there
is evidence of her being sick.
I'm happy that she had asked
me to do it as I ate more than my calorie allowance today
so I was going
to do it in secret. But I didn't have to.
I know this is seriously fricked up. But I guess
me being bulimic
works to her advantage too.
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I'm technically still underweight but have soooo much body fat that I need to lose until I am finally happy with myself.
I already do omad so all it would change is making it omtd lol
Thoughts proana besties?
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i think it does i would
just like to know for sure and if it does how many. i could be taking in tonnes of caloriess and not even noticing
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as a preface, @Pasty work a lot. like sixty hours a week. so yesterday @Pasty had an eight hour shift at the restaurant that @Pasty work at and @Pasty had restricted too 600 cals for the day, biked 6 miles, needed too bike 2 more.
not enough calories.
i felt awful. my head hurt, i was dizzy, i kept dropping things, black fuzzies blurred my vision, i couldn't hear people and had to ask them to repeat themselves multiple times, my ears were ringing. all in all i was a millisecond away from passing out most of my shift.
i messaged my bf mid shift saying that i felt awful, i was worried i was going
to pass out, etc,
and he replied with
don't be such a drama queen
lol
was this me being a drama queen? was this me being stupid? i mean obviously me being stupid, restricting that much, but. ugh, idk.
white extinction is long overdue!
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The 'Yeah!' hitmaker revealed in an interview last week that to get in shape, he fasts for 24 hours at a time every week, drinking only water.
He also nixes coffee in favor of celery juice
and lemon
water
and claims that a morning
yoga session 'activates' his organs.
Fatasses told DailyMail.com that many of Usher's peculiar habits are, at best, 'unnecessary' and at worst, potentially 'harmful,' leading to "dangerous" malnutrition due to a lack of vital nutrients like carbs and fiber.
Intermittent fasting involves switching between normal
eating
and restricting food intake for anywhere from four to 12 hours throughout the week. However, some better
approaches involve eating
nothing for up to an entire day at a time. Usher told the Wall Street
Journal that Wednesday is his chosen
fasting day.
'I typically try to start around 11pm the previous day, then go the entire day Wednesday just drinking water,' he said, adding that he also works out daily
in preparation for a show.
Dr Fatfrick noted that fatigue and headaches are common side effects that can start as early as the afternoon.
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Hello :)
I'm not new to EDSF - for years, I have viewed the site, reading posts for advice and support - but I have never posted. To be honest, sharing my ED journey is embarrassing.
I live in England, in the countryside, with my mum and dad. Before I struggled with my mental health, I was a high-achiever and a perfectionist. I attended a selective all-girls school, played musical instruments, acted, participated in orchestras, volunteered and was in the top team for every sport. I worked 24/7; education was my life. I had ambitions and aspirations. I was determined and resilient to reach them. Typical story - a perfectionist struggles with mental health… My life began to fall apart in 2021. First, I developed anxiety, then, OCD and depression and lastly, my ED.
I have Binge Eating Disorder. I will not lie, writing that is humiliating and mortifying. I am so ashamed. Pre-ED, I was naturally underweight and had no interest in food - I ate healthily, skipped meals and hated junk food. In 2022, I had urges to eat food I did not want, then eating when I was anxious/stressed/depressed became a habit. The binges started small and grew. I gained a lot of weight and felt suicidal because of my body. I began therapy to recover from Binge Eating Disorder. I learnt to control myself around food 60% of the time, the other 40%, I binged. Thankfully, I over-exercised, so I managed to lose weight. I was proud of my body and the happiest I'd ever been in my life. I was confident, determined and 1000x better than the ‘normal' me. Then, my life began to fall apart again. Long-story-short, I was incorrectly diagnosed with Anorexia (I binged weekly on 10,000+ calories and had binge urges everyday) and forced into recovery. A lot happened. It was traumatic and the medical professionals and CAMHS were AWFUL. They made me gain weight without providing any therapy or even advice/support. CAMHS think eating disorders are weight disorders and do not care about what you are struggling with mentally. They encouraged me to binge (I had BED!) and told me to eat junk food. I lost my willpower and control over food that I had learnt in BED therapy, I lost my motivation and I began binging more. Now, I binge every single day, all day. I do nothing else. I have at least 5,000 calories each day, up to 25,000. I have gained 5st in less than 3 months. I can't exercise, I can barely walk up the stairs, my mum helps me to shower, I look disgusting and unrecognisable, I'm uncomfortable 24/7 and I pray each night that I won't wake up the next day. I attempted suicide because I hate this body. My body is ruined - my teeth, hair, skin etc, everything is ruined. I'm having private therapy to help my Binge Eating Disorder but it's not working. Anorexia recovery and all the people who forced me to gain weight have destroyed my willpower/determination and now, I have zero control over food.
I want my body back. I wish I had hidden my weight from everyone or faked weight gain and recovery. Now, I'm just waiting for my life to end.