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Anybody Else Just Delete Their Post After One Single Downvote? Is This A Trauma Thing? :!soycry:

I was inspired to dig around for some delicious downvote trauma from @JimieWhales comment since I hadn't in a while and found a day old downvote trauma thread in my favorite girlboss sub, /r/CPTSD :marseyembrace:

I know I'm asking for downvotes for this one, so this time I'm prepared lol.

Like you just poured your entire list of traumas and coping mechanisms into one post, you allow your heart to just let everything out, raw and uncensored, entirely of how you feel. You're sad, you needed to let it out, so you did. You're in a weak place right now.

You upload it, and the first reaction you get is that you're indirectly told that it's stupid or doesn't matter so people hit the dislike button. At least, to me, that's how it feels. Which is fair, not everyone on Earth is going to approve of me as a person or who I am or what I do. There are plenty of people on this planet who hate me. But honestly it just re-enables the notion that my trauma really is my fault, that I am a bad person, and sometimes I don't know wether it's a safe place to ramble or not if someone was so quick to say my issues were invalid in a sub that was literally created exactly for what the subject matter was about.

This is honestly though, with everything I ever post or upload. One Downvote, I delete it. One dislike on a YouTube video, I delete it. I don't know why I'm so sensitive, but one singular hint of someone disapproving my issues or me really expressing myself just sours my mood and I just go silent. My brain makes a big deal out of the most trivial things, even down to some stranger across the country who doesn't even know me judging who I am or what I say. Is this a trauma thing? Does anyone else deal with this? Why?? Why am I so darn sensitive to every little thing?

:#marseystopposting:

I think some of it is just trolling. When I sort by new there's been a few times that I've seen several posts in a row that have been downvoted to zero, like someone has just worked their way down the list and hit the down arrow.

Oh wow, that's such a piece of shit thing for someone to do on a sub like this...

:#marseytears:

Most of the time I post it and then immediately delete it because maybe someone will argue with me.

:#marseyscared:

Years ago, I deleted my whole account for a downvote on a sensitive reply I made. And yes, definitely a trauma thing for me. Perfectionism can be brutal.

:#marseyschizotwitch:

Upvoting to counter all the downvotes :) are you familiar with Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria?

:#marseynotes:

time to add a new thing to the CTPSD/CFS/POTS/fibromyalgia/chronic lyme/long covid list

Decided to dig deeper into seeing who you're causing downvote trauma to when you're irresponsible with your heckin' downdoots.

Claims her dad is a narcissist for wanting to spend time with her. Mentions autism, anxiety, depression

Calls her mom a narcissist for not having enough money to pay a vet bill for a marsey with a broken leg

“If I had the number of chromosomes of how many times my posts have been automatically removed, I'd be an autist..”

Calls her mom a narcissist for refusing to play taxi for therapist appointment

“Is It Normal To "Seek Attention" So To Speak, Due To C-PTSD?”

:marseynoooticer:

Another example of her dad being a narcissist and giving her CPTSD for telling her about Santa Claus

How Do I Know If I'm Actually Having Depressive Thoughts Or If I'm Just Being An Attention Whore? (self.CPTSD)

:marseynooticeglow:

Upset that her narcissistic parents aren't accepting of her art

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“Does Anybody Have a Food Disorder or Eating Problem Due To Your Trauma?”

“Some random person on the street today shouted "FAT B-WORD" at me from the back seat of their car today.”

:marseyobesescale:


May Marsey Ta'aevann rectify our affairs. Marseummarhamna bil Bussy 'azeem. :marseyakbar:https://i.rdrama.net/images/169731781958969.webp

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If someone downvotes you, that's just proof that you're right. People are notoriously afraid and feel threatened by the truth so they lash out against it, because it destroys their "own truth" which are just cobbled up lies, to make one confident, and feel like they are better than others, but when it becomes apparent, that someone else knows better, they feel their status that they think they deserve is in danger of being usurpered by the one who actually has the truth. This is why receiving downvotes should be cherished, and not be a trauma.

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what about if you ban me !followers

This fascist banned me and is now admitting they are afraid of my power

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yes I'm afraid of gross nfsw AI pictures, because they are ugly.

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I downvoted you to prove you right.

And I'm commenting to show off how humble I am. :marseyangel3:

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Thank you :marseyheartpat:

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I wonder what they think of me who makes posts and comments and almost never checks any notifications or replies.

I'm up to 20,000 on rdrama alone

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:#marseyindignantretard:

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I always check my notifications even though they're 99% @Spiderman


https://i.rdrama.net/images/17132860030441194.webp In the femme darkness of the far future, there is only rightoid seethe.

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I turned notifications off on YouTube. They don't even appear in the Notifications tab if i specifically go to check.

Based on the little bit of commenting I've done on an alternate YouTube account that does have notifications, I must have thousands of hidden notifications on my main

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Darn nice

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Rdrama :marseyhammerpizza: is great :marseyobamadope: because both upmarseys :marseyupvote2: and downmarseys :marseydownvote: contribute to your truescore


Transform your Marseys! :marseywave:
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Wrong, downvoted.

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Thanks for the :marseycoin: :marseyblowkiss:


Transform your Marseys! :marseywave:
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Downvoted. 👎

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Keep going :marseysal3: :marseynut:

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Transform your Marseys! :marseywave:
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The numbers by your comments are smaller than the numbers by mine.

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You sure?

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https://i.rdrama.net/images/17133071119922357.webp

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Thats why I middle voted this thread

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you dont check replies? How do you have discussions?

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Hope he sees this, bro

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He probably wont respond. Sometimes I feel like I'm just a lone mad-man shouting into the void of an empty night

:#troll2:

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i hate you, i keep losing the goombles

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i'm broke no edit

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I'm on a losing streak now too, sux

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Follower of Christ :marseyandjesus: Tech lover, IT Admin, heckin pupper lover and occasionally troll. I hold back feelings or opinions, right or wrong because I dislike conflict.

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I did

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I just don't, I'm not usually interested in having one though I like reading all yours bby

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R-slur. I love getting those delicious (you)s. It's the only way to not feel like I'm just screaming into the void.

Ps BIPOC

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Your son forgot to put a timer on your wifi router ?

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No one knows what a router is. Quit making things up for attention thirdie.

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I don't acknowledge any void.

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What the frick does this even mean? WHy is she just posting weird shit to her wall?

maybe it's like a response to someone she thinks was combing the profile?

:marseyrightoidschizo: all around



btw the dancing cowboy in ur signature is kino and if you ever remove it i'll kill everyone in this room and then myself. :marseyembrace:

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i begrudgingly upped my shekel payout solely to keep the cowboy :marseycrying#: :!capymerchant:


May Marsey Ta'aevann rectify our affairs. Marseummarhamna bil Bussy 'azeem. :marseyakbar:https://i.rdrama.net/images/169731781958969.webp

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On Reddit, you should unironically probably delete your post if it gets upvoted. And if you have positive karma for any reason other than posting cat pics or because you need a little bit of it to be able to post in the first place, you should probably rethink your life and many of your opinions.

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i'll never downdoot u bb

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I would :#marseyrapscallion:

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how dare you

:#marseycrusader2:

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:#marseyevilgrin:

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Yes I'm also a female.

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Foid disorder

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CPTSD fakers honestly make me MATI. You have borderline, just accept it and stop trying to pretend being emotionally invalidated as a child is equivalent to war trauma or being r*ped or something.

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Uhm akshually the downvote button is not a 'dislike button' but is used to indicate posts/comments that do not contribute to the discussion.

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back when you could still see your comment's up- and downvotes instead of just the net votes, it was easier for normies to grasp that -5 usually means +15/-20, but now they see -5 and think everyone hates me.

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the day @antiracist_tulpa downvotes me is the day I quit the site and my closeted gay life style.

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i would never! :diddythuglifelove::diddythuglifelove::diddythuglifelove:

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LIAR. Im GONE+

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:#marseynosuchcases:

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Reddit foids aren't any less subhuman than Reddit moids. News at 11.

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Sorry, I wouldn't know :#scoot:

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Updoted

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I should post because I think I am funny and interesting not because of up marseys :#marseycool: :#marseycool2:

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Yes to repost it to abuse the algorithm, not having some moron downvoting my post getting in the way of the important early minutes

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This thread will inevitably be attacked by insecure feminists and manlets. Now, you might be saying "haha, you are quite repugnanted by women." No, I am not. To be fearful of the female s*x is a paradox in itself. One cannot be fearful of that which crumbles under the gaze of pure molten strength. Now, I am not one of those, ah, alpha bros. No, I took myself from that philosophy quite a while ago. You see, I am a natural man. As you should be. A man is not afraid to exhibit his sexuality in the same way those slutty girls in my college do… they don't realize the eyes which judge them. They don't realize that I observe every. Single. Movement. They. Make. Oh, and the feminists. Naturally, by stereotype, they come in groups. Herds, like cattle for the slaughter. They shriek their opinions. They shriek them.

Now I will get to the point. I will… don't worry. Before the feminist witches come in and bury this comment in an underwater grave… you see. I am not angry, no, quite the contrary. I am merely… observing. Observing that which does not, no, interest me, but piques my interest, you see. And that is the female s*x. The ever so hypocritical and slobbering receptacles of hatred and submissiveness… it is disgusting. Absolutely disgusting. Yes, I have had a bad experience with females. But now that I have a more…base viewing of them, they fly to me like honey and bees. It's hilarious as they degrade themselves to even be in my presence. Of course, I turn most of them down. You should see my Facebook. Full of pump and dumps… heh. This chick, Cherry, (fake name, don't worry), a 9.5/10 European with a… nice personality is definitely the X-chromosome's finest concoction. Heh. But she withers. Withers because she will never have me. I know the mind of a female, my friends… Men have evolved for longer than they have, and this is a fact. It is a parasitic relationship which you must turn around and make the parasite herself submit to you.

You see, we men are being constantly undermined. Undermined until we are drowning below piles of coal. Drowning below the feigned superiority of the, ah, frailer s*x. But you see, this must be paused in its tracks. It is quite bemusing to see all these… apparent men scour like termites to the toes of their objects of lust. The emotion which seems to control the minds of the weak as manicured fingers tug the strings of their minds like puppets. It is disgusting and lowly… dehumanizing. Desexualizing. What men have been reduced to is despicable. Norse mythology used to be the prototype of masculinity…wenches being thrown every which way as they cower in a lustful trance whilst gazing upon their male superior. Their general. But now, men have become the horses which guide the carriage, ready to be whipped at any moment… disgusting… PM me if you need advice on the opposite s*x.

Snapshots:

/r/CPTSD:

Claims her dad is a narcissist for wanting to spend time with her. Mentions autism, anxiety, depression:

Calls her mom a narcissist for not having enough money to pay a vet bill for a marsey with a broken leg:

“If I had the number of chromosomes of how many times my posts have been automatically removed, I'd be an autist..”:

Calls her mom a narcissist for refusing to play taxi for therapist appointment:

“Is It Normal To "Seek Attention" So To Speak, Due To C-PTSD?”:

Another example of her dad being a narcissist and giving her CPTSD for telling her about Santa Claus:

How Do I Know If I'm Actually Having Depressive Thoughts Or If I'm Just Being An Attention Whore? (self.CPTSD):

Upset that her narcissistic parents aren't accepting of her art:

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