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I paid for s*x on grindr, and the guilt is killing me.

https://old.reddit.com/r/TrueOffMyChest/comments/1ij1fxx/i_paid_for_sex_on_grindr_and_the_guilt_is_killing/

								

								

Long story short, I met a guy from grindr 10 years older than me. He was the daddy type.

He said he needed the money because he was short on rent. Which wasn't a lot. I was hesitant because I hadn't done it before, but I thought he was also kinda into the fun, but with extra money.

When I came to his place, he looked like he was really struggling. I asked him if he was okay, and he said yes. I gave him a bj and paid him. He really looked like he regretted doing it, being paid for s*x because he had no other choice.

I told him it was just a friendly gift instead, and he didn't have to treat it like a transaction.

I am so guilty. How am I different from a grapist or a mol*ster? I had s*x with someone not from their own will. I didn't enjoy it. I didn't enjoy it at all. I feel disgusted.

I texted him if he wanted to just pay me back in the future and treat it separate from our s*x transaction. But he blocked me already.

EDIT: when i said struggling, i meant struggling financially

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I used to go out with a moid who told me that his senior year of HS this other guy at his school would come over to his house after class before his parents got home and pay him to let him suck his peepee, apparently this happened like two dozen times and he made around $500 total.

I was like, "wait so are you bi? you were basically a child prostitute?"

He got really mad at me, and was like, "No, you don't understand at all! I'm straight, I just like blowjobs and money." :marseygigachad:

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HAHA WHAT. Another piece of the jimbotron rdrama origin story falls into place. !metashit

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Of all the many indignities of that relationship, I can at least say I never paid money to suck his peepee.

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>indignities of that relationship

Expand on this.

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Honestly, it was all kind of garden-variety shitty college guy stuff: one time he promised we would go out for a nice dinner, so I got all dressed up but then I went over to his place and his buddies were already there playing Madden or something and he acted like he'd totally forgotten (or maybe he did), I got him a Christmas present (a nice scarf) and he got me nothing :marseytears:, one time he shot on my face and laughed when it got in my eyes and stung.

I wasn't popular in high school so I came to college inexperienced and overly excited that guys were interested in me for the first time. It took me a little while to learn to stand up for myself and advocate for myself in a relationship.

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:marseylaugh#!: :#marseycumplosion:

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:marseyrage:

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:!#marseysperm::#shyyt:

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Omg poor baby :marseycheerup: :marseycheerup: but also lol surprised you didnt end up a feminazi you have enough autism just need the spark.

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>surprised you didnt end up a feminazi

LMAOO

If you think what she went through isn't the average cishet moid boyfriend experience you are not dating dudes. Most of them suck butt. This is a Tuesday


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Women will put up with all of this shit from attractive men and complain about how men suck then completely ignore ugly incels who'd worship the very ground they walk on.

The truth is, women like being mistreated.

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now youre post wall

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How did it end. What happened to him and also you. Werent you popular fir giving out handjobs.

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I broke up with him before the summer. From social media, he married some Wrigleyville woo girl and they moved to the suburbs and both got fat.

I'm here, so I guess the ultimate :marseyl: is mine.

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:smoke: :10inbongland:

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