It never 
began and that's the long and short 
of it.
I am 5 foot 1 ugly poorcel with 0 social 
skills, completely introverted, and there's no amount of going 
to clubs, joining societies, or trying online 
dating 
that's going to change that. It's over. I will die with an unmet need and I have to come to terms with that. I got rejected 
by my fricking 
best friend, the one person 
who saw the best in me. If she finds me undateable then it's pretty 
much universal. I don't want to deal with rejection 
over and over again when I know what the outcome is going to be every time.
Frick, it's so sad. I didn't want things to go this way. I wanted the normie life with the wife and children 
but its NEVER going to happen. This is so depressing 
but I have to find the will to live regardless. Any others who have come to the realisation that nothing they try will work?
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This is sad. I think I've said this before, but compared to 90% of other terminally online incels (sorry, almost literally everyone else on this hole), you have a really winning personality. You are clearly intelligent and introspective, you are not a violent misogynist (or if you are, you're self-aware enough to hide it effectively in your writing), you're curious about yourself and the world around you. At one point you managed to get into grad school, right? So you're not a total total frickup.
Without meeting you in person, it's hard to say exactly what your defect is. Being a manlet is a major handicap for sure, but it's not a terminal deficit. Have you ever talked to like, a life coach or a dating coach? I imagine you're crazy introverted and just freeze up without even talking to a girl, but there actually are exposure therapies that can help with that sort of social anxiety.
Get on that stoicism grind? Finding a decent combo of meds that work for you without addiction issues would probably be a good start, too.
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!incels
Does she know?
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violence is the language of the unblown
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darn i just came up with the title for my next short story
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someone has a crush
or a PUA service to shill
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Ok, so that's kind of true, but tbh some of his neurodivergent special interests (true crime, for example) are exciting to foids and if you squint a little bit you can see how he could package his spergotry in a way that would be, if not drop-dead sexy, at least kind of charming and interesting.
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he is a real go getter
you're gonna go far kid
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Lmao really hitting him with the, "You're such a nice guy, I'm sure you'll find someone!"
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"gun" here being a slang for personality of course
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Whenever I drink
and become violent 
and misogynistic is the only time women 
are attracted to me. !incels whores are gaslamping us into becoming unfrickable again
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you might be nichemaxxing there
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The only question is whether they do it deliberately or it's some hidden foid brain function
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This only works if you're tall or facemaxxed. Just looking like you're capable of violence is all it takes
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