Putting violence death content warning but also drug abuse I suppose.
My ex husband forced me to take 2 or 3 hits of acid and then interrogated me about supposedly cheating on him at work.
The only way I can describe the feeling is like my brain was being sucked into a black hole. I could literally feel the grips of my sanity slipping as he hammered me about people at work while I was coming up into an insane trip. I was terrified and my crying and begging him to stop if he loved me went unheard.
I've blocked out a lot of the details but after he was done terrorizing me, just to give some context on how intense the trip was, I was under a blanket and could see things pushing against the fabric trying to get me. And, I could see skulls with eyes all around me circling me and when I closed my eyes everything was the same. I couldn't escape.
I was pretty fond of hallucinogenics but I haven't touched them since. I'm pretty traumatized by it and I'm realizing that I'm not okay and probably need help. I hold down a job okay and am a high performer but I have a lot of anxiety about disappointing people and some deep seated trauma that makes it hard to trust people.
He also held a gun to my head while I was in the backseat of the car and threatened to kill me and drag my body down the road.
He choked me out, lifting me off my feet and I thought I was going to die.
Introduced me to hard drugs and needles.
Idk. I just needed to tell someone. Thanks Reddit. I'll schedule with a therapist, scouts honor. I'm not feeling any type of way right now I just recognize I need help and my "laugh it off" mentality about the whole thing can only take me so far. And I really wanted to talk about it but don't want to trauma dump.
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And yet she's still not sure how to feel about all that
But kudos to the guy for reaching rare levels of proactive psychopathy 
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It's a difficult situation. If she gets therapy for her issues, they'll also make her stop doing heroin and she really likes that
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Brainwashing
works 
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Jesus lady it's a miracle you're even alive, you must have been having the occasional funny thought for HOURS.
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The one thing you had going for you was druggie cred and now even that is called into question
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Since when was carp a druggie, I thought he was just a degenerate alkie saved by religion
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I bet all those menslibers who get divorced for not taking the trash out enough feel like fricking r-slurs reading that
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I like how a third of the commenters are functionality illiterate and spamming their DTFA autoresponder
"This is bait, also you have to get away"
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What a stupid lowbrow moid. Take a great drug you can enjoy and trip balls and just look at the stars and he instead ruins it for both of them. Moids ruin everything.
Krayon sexually assaulted his sister.
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Okay, I feel like she could have saved herself a lot of pain and a lot of hardship if she'd just read up a little on love languages.
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sympathy evaporated she probably imagined the whole episode
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Edit: Guys this post made it to some weird site where men are talking about crushing our skulls because of this post.
Sigh "not all men"
Snapshots:
https://old.reddit.com/r/TrueOffMyChest/comments/1g1nj82/my_ex_husband_mkultrad_me_and_idk_how_to_feel/:
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archive.ph (click to archive)
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