As those I've been DMing with and chatting on Groomercord will be aware, I have recently been going through some pretty serious turmoils in real life, including my marriage falling apart, losing my job and my kids not speaking to me.
This has me feeling very lonely and isolated, which has led to a lot of soul searching, reflection, regret, and just very emotional feelings.
Feelings which my natural instinct is to repress, and if I can't repress then lash out at.
As you know I have, on occasion, not been very nice to trans people and have made many enemies in the LGBTQ community here on rdrama.net through my nasty mean-spirited antics.
The true reason for me behaving in this manner will come as no surprise to a lot of you: I am in facts trans myself
It's something I've been aware of for many years and made this account as if it were a cis man. The constant "I thought AuntyAbortion was a foid" kind of speculation was funny but also dysphoric since it meant I was getting clocked despite my best efforts.
I decided to come out as my true self once and for all.
I naively thought that me finally embracing my identity as a trans man would be the fresh start I've been craving. But it hasn't.
Instead I've been rejected even more completely and am faced with no choice but to kill myself.
The following people are to blame:
Not welcome on /h/transgender. @Lappland blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in biofoids. @birdenthusiast blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in neomoids. @Soren blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in cuteandvalid. @Grue blood is on your hands.
WHERE THE FRICK THEN DO I BELONG?!
You know where I was always made to feel welcome?
Among the transphobes.
Maybe reflect on that. I hope you choke on your guilt.
Goodbye.
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Oh wow look the literal CEO of rdrama.net dealing with a suicidal user with all the delicacy and compassion we've come to expect.
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Is the trans genocide just trans folx bullying other trans folx to death?
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it's amazing to see Jimmy and Grue talking to each other, it's like the two most r-slurred OpenAI models being hooked up together in a chat
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Great minds and whatnot
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I hate every single one of them.
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I don't believe you.
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You're right, I don't mind
@birdenthusiast
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I need to be meaner
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They're fricking awful every single one.
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Wrong. Grue and lappland give the sloppiest top
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I don't let trolls in the pinggroup
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You're the biggest troll of them all. It's a travesty that you're even allowed to moderate an LGBT ping group.
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Frick soren
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No, that strag would enjoy that
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Why dont you just not hangout on the internet and go for a walk in nature or go kayaking or something?
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Because my wife took my canoe in the divorce and I'm clinically depressed and suicidal and now my one outlet (here) has rejected me.
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You could chop down a tree and hollow it out to make a new dugout canoe.
Pros:
Free canoe
Lots of exercise (good for mental health)
Practicing arts and crafts
Communing with nature
RETVN to tradition
Cons:
Tree could fall on your head.
Illegal appropriation of indigenous / beaver culture.
This canoe floats on unceded native waters of Turtle Island.Or not... canoe might sink if you suck at making a canoe.
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Have you tried introducing a plant from the family Poaceae to your epidermal layer?
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Wow thanks all my problems are over.
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Grasslands cover 20% of the earths landmass you have a 1/5 chance of randomly solving all of your issues
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I'll take it you haven't tried it?
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Have you tried not being a loser?
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Kayaking is better than canoeing tho.
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What's stopping you from buying an even better canoe
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I got sacked due to ongoing absence from depression.
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What's stopping you from robbing a bank then buying a better canoe?
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Depression.
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Just do it sadly bro
Edit. I mean rob a bank (or, preferably, something more beneficial) while crying
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!cuteandinvalid would welcome you.
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Your worst day ever is twice as good as my best possible day.
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TRVTHNVKE
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I really
hope this moid is trolling 
but iirc wasn't he literally 
wanting to leave 
his wife with no alimony like a year ago?
!foidmoment
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I don't think that's a good idea
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Showing
your true foid colors 
by attention 
posting 
about suicide 
instead of doing it i see.
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The bridge I'm going to throw myself off is closed due to high winds so I'm waiting until it's dark.
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!downmarseyrs
We did it Reddit, we solved suicide.
Just put up notices you cannot jump in this area
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Are you gonna livestream it?
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Look man, I know it's rough out there, but bardfinn's cooking isn't going to report on itself. rdrama needs you so you are just going to have to suck it up
Putting the
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Record is 1 days 13 hours 09 minutes and 59 seconds by TheDunceonFlorist
Top 10 bard respectors:
XY: 220
Patsy: 106
911roofer: 74
arsey: 71
RWBYWukong: 71
SpittingScrapmetal: 69
c*rp BIPOCfriendly: 64
AuntyApebortion: 58
FormerLurKONG: 50
trainspotting: 49
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I don't want to deny your lived experience but don't mtfs usually refer to themselves as women?
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I'm a FtM, i.e. I have a vagina.
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Haha love The Office reference
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Apply to !humans and I'll reject you
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Is this a bit? Post hairy moobs and/or zipper scars with timestamp
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Even doe it says AA instead of UA and this could be an ex-alcoholic's buttcrack
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It always comes back to
@Soren
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Do a flip cute twink
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Wow. I can't believe the transphobia on display here. And from "progressive" users no less.
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If you include all users who ever used rdrama or wpd, it's at least 13, likely higher due to WPD lurkers who never posted about it but still killed themselves.
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Who are those 13?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perry_High_School_shooting: Perpetrated by WPD user Took2Much (scrubbed by carp
), 3 people died
The perpetrator of https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2022_Buffalo_shooting, which killed 10 people, was in the groomercord server of /r/antihatecommunities as well as commenting on rdrama-associated subreddits such as /r/fragilewhitecrakkkas, although it's highly debated whether certain accounts were his or not, but at one point one of the accounts accused had all it's posts scrubbed despite being inactive for a year.
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Ah, I know about those two.
Scrubbed by carp? The posts on his account Took2much are still up though, and so are the posts about him on WPD and rDrama, including my original comment.
https://rdrama.net/post/203588/lol-carp-copes-so-hard-of
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My mistake, I wrote TookTooMuch originally
Yes, but Jimboboiii still was a member of the AHC groomercord server and commented on /r/fragilewhitecrakkkas
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Nooooo he's encouraging me to do what I'm planning to do nooooooo what a cruel edgelord
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Post kitty or gtfo
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HIS front hole
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Can I have your drama coin and Marcy? Bucks?
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Fake neomoid
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It's for biological females, not just cis women.
Fricking can't even get their gatekeeping right the fricking losers.
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Yes please britbongs should off themselves.
Gott strafe England! Er strafe es!
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I always though a TERF foid and her ambivalent husband shared the account tbh. Explained the constant personality shifts.
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Livestream it
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Bye cute twink. Take your pedocord nonsense with you. Hope you find Christ because killing yourself darns you to heck and even thinking about it makes you a weak person and only Christ can give you that strength to overcome.
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Snapshots:
rdrama.net:
ghostarchive.org
archive.org
archive.ph (click to archive)
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what is this foxnews?
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You already did this bit.
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1. It's not a bit.
2. No I haven't.
3. I pretended to leave the site and I posted that I hated my wife. Both had elements of truth to them but weren't that serious. This is pretty serious. I just want to saunter around with the other trans people on this site and they don't want me and neither does anyone else.
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You're one of the first posters I recognized from Beta, and you mean to tell me you've been repressed all this time
One look at your post history shows your obsession with trans people 
Maybe try /lgbt/ for pity points first.
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write a note that bardfinn made you do it
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Record is 1 days 13 hours 09 minutes and 59 seconds by TheDunceonFlorist
rdrama is currently running at 128.858 µBardyhertz
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Hey, if you're looking for someone to suicide pact with hmu. No pressure though. Kill myself. Don't kill myself. Whatever, it's fine with me.
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Do a backflip
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Before you keep yourself safe. How about you participate in rdrama gangbang?
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Can I inherit all your cool shit?
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I agree. Your mother should get an extremely late-term abortion.
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Record yourself doing killing it and have someone uploaded to /r/drama. Where it will get five upmarseys and be forgotten.
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Bye cute twink
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Idfk probably in a desert or out at sea on a boat or out in the middle of the woods where noone will be able to find you in time if you miss the brainstem
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I hope you choke my peepee
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Byuu rises from the grave.
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I know one group that will accept you
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None of the squares involved in egg-keeping on rdrama.net though.
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Did you try sucking the girlpeepee
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My ex wife is a cis woman and I don't like peepeees sexually. I guess that's why none of the MtFs will forgive me.
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