As those I've been DMing with and chatting on Groomercord will be aware, I have recently been going through some pretty serious turmoils in real life, including my marriage falling apart, losing my job and my kids not speaking to me.
This has me feeling very lonely and isolated, which has led to a lot of soul searching, reflection, regret, and just very emotional feelings.
Feelings which my natural instinct is to repress, and if I can't repress then lash out at.
As you know I have, on occasion, not been very nice to trans people and have made many enemies in the LGBTQ community here on rdrama.net through my nasty mean-spirited antics.
The true reason for me behaving in this manner will come as no surprise to a lot of you: I am in facts trans myself
It's something I've been aware of for many years and made this account as if it were a cis man. The constant "I thought AuntyAbortion was a foid" kind of speculation was funny but also dysphoric since it meant I was getting clocked despite my best efforts.
I decided to come out as my true self once and for all.
I naively thought that me finally embracing my identity as a trans man would be the fresh start I've been craving. But it hasn't.
Instead I've been rejected even more completely and am faced with no choice but to kill myself.
The following people are to blame:
Not welcome on /h/transgender. @Lappland blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in biofoids. @birdenthusiast blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in neomoids. @Soren blood is on your hands.
Not welcome in cuteandvalid. @Grue blood is on your hands.
WHERE THE FRICK THEN DO I BELONG?!
You know where I was always made to feel welcome?
Among the transphobes.
Maybe reflect on that. I hope you choke on your guilt.
Goodbye.
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Why dont you just not hangout on the internet and go for a walk in nature or go kayaking or something?
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Because my wife took my canoe in the divorce and I'm clinically depressed and suicidal and now my one outlet (here) has rejected me.
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What's stopping you from buying an even better canoe
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I got sacked due to ongoing absence from depression.
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What's stopping you from robbing a bank then buying a better canoe?
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Depression.
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Just do it sadly bro
Edit. I mean rob a bank (or, preferably, something more beneficial) while crying
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You could chop down a tree and hollow it out to make a new dugout canoe.
Pros:
Free canoe
Lots of exercise (good for mental health)
Practicing arts and crafts
Communing with nature
RETVN to tradition
Cons:
Tree could fall on your head.
Illegal appropriation of indigenous / beaver culture.
This canoe floats on unceded native waters of Turtle Island.
Or not... canoe might sink if you suck at making a canoe.
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Have you tried introducing a plant from the family Poaceae to your epidermal layer?
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Wow thanks all my problems are over.
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Grasslands cover 20% of the earths landmass you have a 1/5 chance of randomly solving all of your issues
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I'll take it you haven't tried it?
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Have you tried not being a loser?
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Kayaking is better than canoeing tho.
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