I haven't fully figured out what that means but I think it's how I want to approach each day

Or maybe I'll get around it in 2025 cuz I'm kind of tired

Currently I am trying a make him relax next to me for half an hour to one hour strat even as things that frustrate him travel by and get him calmed down every time he gets growly.

I have already tried aggressiveness but that only makes him more aggressive and act out as well.

Disciplining appears to have him then refocus the pent up aggression somewhere else.

So the only recourse seems to be to teach it to mellow out.

How should I go about doing this?

Neutering is also on the table. Should it be done?

I went through the entire routine list for the first time in one go.

Now I obviously have places where I need to put in more weight, but as of now I have gotten efficient enough that I could go through my entire routine list to cover an entire day and come out successful the other end no problem.

I no longer have the urge to distract myself. I have finally unlocked the zone.

May it not suck my soul dry and give me what I want.

Hope this helps.

It took me 16 iterations just to do the entire daily list altogether shallowly and revise it.

I need to simp, but only for local egirls

I have overcome my anxiety and low moods. To remove the last of it I tried deep meditation and combined it with self hypnotic self suggestion.

The trick is to go into a deeper meditative state and then actively narrate a direction to yourself as to what you are becoming. You do this until you fall asleep and then when you wake up you might notice some slight differences.

If you do it over multiple days you are more likely to notice deeper differences.

I am not saying it will work for every one of you. I am saying it appears to be working for me at the moment.

In addition, to give up a bad habit, you have to first have a reason why you are giving up the bad habit, then have an idea of what you want to replace that bad habit with, then an explanation as to why you that new thing is the ideal replacement for the bad habit.

You need to have all three parts because man doesn't ever do nothing. He will most often do useless things over actually doing nothing. Which means you have to learn to replace the bad habit otherwise the bad habit remains the most easily accessible option when you are bored and doing nothing.

Keep reminding yourself why you do what you do whenever you feel unsure or restless and losing track.

You must build for yourself a compelling reason to walk the path you walk, that can convince you even during the 100th time that you repeat it to yourself.

I hope this helps.

!fitness cutting season is coming up, you prepared to no longer eat those extra sweets

I have high hopes I'll cut quite a bit, I'll be heading to a uni dorm so I plan to mostly eat potatoes, protein powder and whatever a $15 a day meal plan gets me.

My first try at this broke the budget coding we use on rdrama, so here is attempt 2.

I got upmarseys and one comment saying yes so here is my historical artifact collection. It's still on the smaller side but I am a slow buyer. There is no particular order but I'll list my favorite three by name at the end.

A Dead Mans Penny. This was one of the first things I ever picked up. Britain gave these out to every commonwealth soldier who died in WWI. They came with a Plaque and a Scroll but I unfortunately do not have either. I would love a matching set someday.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memorial_Plaque_(medallion)

Burger WWII war ration book. These aren't rare at all, but I like to remember a time when burgers had to live without abundance.

You've seen these if you have watched any German Historical thing. This is a 1916 Pickelhaube. The condition of mine is bad. The Reichsadler is missing his left claw along with the Globus Cruciger it should have. it has damaged in the back, the material is beat up and dry. All things that I knew when I bought it. Likely material is either pressurized felt, or paper on this bad boy.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pickelhaube

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Centenary_Medal_(Prussia)

1897 Medal awarded in Prussia for the celebration of the 100th birthday of Emperor Wilhelm the 1st. I like this one, it's neat.

Chernobyl military liquidators badge. This is my only commie piece, my Foid got it for me a few years back. It was given to military members who worked in the liquidation of the Chernobyl incident.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chernobyl_liquidators

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_War_II_Victory_Medal

Burger WWII victory medal. Given to military members who served in WWII

https://www.identifymedals.com/database/medals-by-period/ww1-medals/the-battle-of-verdun-medal

French 1916 WWI Verdun Battle Medal. This was given to everyone who served around Verdun. Originally meant for just those who fought at the battle but was given more widely.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asiatic%E2%80%93Pacific_Campaign_Medal

Burger Pacific Campaign WWII medal. Self explanatory, medal for victory in the pacific during WWII.

Roman coin, I don't remember the emperor. See the fetch Romulus and Remus on the back.

German third reich coins from 1944. Just got these so I don't have many details on them. Coins aren't really my thing generally but these were a gift.

Stamps from Nazi Germany. Stamps also aren't my thing, but anything from a dead fascist country is kinda cool. I don't know much about these, I have others somewhere too.

I can only upload 20 images at a time, so this will continue in the pinned post.

!historychads inininininin

No I mean actual globes

Are globes even slang for boobs

Anyway globes:

I have a detailed Mars globe and detailed Moon globe and I've got meteorite fragments from both and 20mg of dust in little silver-capped vials hanging from tasteful little chains of their respective globe stands

It's a nice little part of my space paraphernalia display

I've just learned that Replogle has similar globes of the rest of the solar system and I think they're very cool

Globes are large though and we have no known pieces of any other celestial bodies so they'd just be fragmentless, dustless globes

Would buying an entire set be stupid and tacky

I can't decide

Looks good as new.

People on the freeway are NOT happy with my yellow fog lights. Apparently the glare causes excessive road rage.

podcasts, audiobooks, youtube videos, pretty much anything i can

i've probably saved days of time just by listening to/watching things at a slightly faster speed

My trusty 1990s Phillips deck died, just when I got a car with a tape deck. So I hit up Facebook marketplace and found some guy running a bootleg hifi shop out of his house and he had this 1970s Harman Kardon deck for a good price.

It's not a super high level three-head unit, but it looks good and serves my purposes.

I wanted to be with family today so i could ignore them and post here.

Sadly those who have updated bimothy lore know i got covid yesterday.

I got a shit ton of food and cookies though that got dropped off.

bardfinn.

Were both failures.

I haven't completely lost track of time but I feel a little lost right now.

On the other hand I have decided that I am going to give up fast food altogether.

I am also thinking of giving up porn altogether because I believe the secret is that a lot of us are losing at human civilization and survival because we give up on better because we get used to good enough replacement for the real thing.

I am going to keep improving myself until I reach the level of getting the kind of foids I am actually attracted to.

I am giving up fast food and porn until I level up to a meaningfully higher level in life.

Christmas this year was just a gigantic grazing spread or w/e you call it. I have been snacking nonstop since noon and am uncomfortably full.

I will continue eating tomorrow.

Yes it died

Last night, in festive spirits for Christmas Eve I cut up four (4) navel oranges into lovely even slices and put them into my dehydrator hoping to fill my kitchen and home with the smell of dried oranges. I put some cinnamon sticks in there as well for aroma . When I woke up this morning, the oranges are nicely dried, but do not smell like oranges. They have basically no smell. I can smell other festive smells in my house perfectly So it's just the oranges for real. The whole fricking point is that dried oranges make a fragrant FESTIVE garland.

Scientists of rdrama, why dont my oranges smell like oranges? What is going on?

@ponyblaze pls cheer me up with your musings about Israel

Everytime I log back I have to go back into my settings, disable the NSFW warning, disable the cursor car and disable event music wtf?

My drink is empty

My drink is empty

overthinking has been my downfall my entire life

Ok so I'm being a little dramatic because we are still sort of friends (because lesbians). But anyway I haven't seen her in a while so I was a bit surprised to see that she is fat and now covered in shitty, “quirky” tattoos . No blue hair thank god, but it is dyed some subtle unnatural shade. Her social circle is an echo chamber so she has all the r-slurred political views you would expect from a fat, lesbian, socially insulated nonprofit employee. She brought up Palestine and as soon as the word “genocide” left her mouth I had to change the topic to avoid one of my BPD-lite outbursts. Oh and somehow in this short conversation she managed to bring up her white guilt and then literally say “I hate men” for no real reason.

Anyway I just wanted to share that r-slurred slice of life with you folx.

bottomt ext

Added in a little bit of one chess match a day and learning a bit of German every day.

I have figured out the trick to learning a language is to learn to keep up with the flow and listen to the words and conversations until you can track all the noises naturally.

It's like riding a bike. You just hang around everyday until the flow is coming naturally to you and your brain has adjusted to the noise and starts finding meaning in them.

Personal theory - It would be very difficult for a logician personality type to learn a new language, because they are constantly trying to memorize the rules instead of relying on their natural human senses and the ability for humans to get used to sounds and words over time as long as they always pay attention while listening to them. The rules are useful too but it's only half the puzzle. You want to feel used to the language until your mind can pick up all the words even while its flowing naturally.

I will be replacing my social media and entertainment time with things that lead to growth.

Agree or disagree with my theory? Let me know in the comments.