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HOTEP WE/WUZ/KANGZ :!marseyhotep:

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PoonstaryerCaribeaner sae/less In a perpetual state of gender euphoria. 13hr ago (text post) Edited 12hr ago 415 thread views #263864 spent 430 currency on pings

[VOTING] [EVENT Part:2] [Carbine Carnival #1] FtM LOLCOW searching competition voting thread.

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Hey friends. :marseywave2: It's been 4 days and I think we've had some decent turn out in that time, some proper crazy from a lot of these doods. :marseyxd: Although I must say that the so-called "!ranchers" of this site are sorely lacking. :marseysmughips: But now comes the part the lurkers love, it's voting time!

The prize is 10k DC/MB for the winner,

and for the runner-up: the privilige of sucking a botched phallo like any good chaser would dream of. :marseyblowkiss:

Here are your contestants:

First off is @Dramamine's submission: /u/broken-markers (he/they)

Pooner, Torrrettes, compulsive child kisser and attention seeker, eating disorder memes, constant relationship drama, parents tired of pooning, "disabled", post in /r/furry about insectsonas, has a cool lizard, lots of plushies like a real dood, makes unironic pooner art

the dood

Full post

https://old.reddit.com/r/TourettesFakers/comments/pp6awc/dear_fakers_tics_arent_always_cute_this_is_me/?sort=controversial

https://old.reddit.com/r/Tourettes/comments/14aklro/the_good_and_bad_of_an_unfortunate_tic_about/?sort=controversial

The good and bad of an unfortunate tic about kissing kids

If it's a small crowd or one person I can apologize and explain I have tourettes (I have FND, not tourettes but that would take far too long to explain that, hey I have tics that look like tourettes but it's a different neurological condition... So I just use tourettes as the buzzword people can instantly understand).

It's unfortunately a very common tic for me, but my friends and boyfriend are very chill about it. I met with a new friend of a friend at a gathering and we thought it would be funny to just. Not mention the tics. It's clear I have them, but towards the end of the night my boyfriend just swung in and said "it's true you know. He really does love kids ;)" which cracked everyone up. I'm glad I have people in my life who understand and can joke with me about it all.

During a very quiet moment in highschool, during a school assembly, I yelled it. I KISS KIDS!!!! And everyone swung their head around to look at me. I just sank into my wheelchair embarrassed, until I made eye contact with my favourite teacher. He was bright red and teary eyed, stifling a laugh so hard, which made me smile. He was trying so hard not to laugh but it helped me turn it from being a mortifying moment to seeing the humour in the situation. Imagine that. A silent room and one kid screaming that, and then no repercussions because the kid can't help it. It was in hindsight really quite funny.

https://old.reddit.com/r/ftm/comments/12c7p0x/my_mum_is_too_tired_to_try_and_use_my_pronouns/?sort=controversial

My mum loves me. She tells me that and shows me that and says she accepts who I am. But. She's been "just too tired and busy" to even try using my pronouns for 4 years.

She does so much for me, she's my full time carer because I'm disabled. So. I feel bad about complaining. But. She just doesn't try at all in this one part of my life. I'd be fine with her fucking up and making mistakes. But knowing that she won't even try hurts. She knows it hurts, I've told her that it hurts, and says she feels bad about it. But. She just has so much going on in her life... I know this. She does so much for me and so many other people, but it still hurts...

For the foreseeable future. Nothing is going to change with her, and I know trying to prompt my dad would be a waste of breath. I'm going to try and see if maybe my brother is willing to try, but it's also going to be difficult... I have amazing friends thankfully, but having her with me 24/7 (I have to be constantly supervised) can be hard.

https://old.reddit.com/r/furry/comments/10d81na/i_love_insectsonas_this_is_robbie_the_pirate/?sort=controversial

I love insectsonas! This is Robbie the pirate beetle :)

https://old.reddit.com/r/weeviltime/comments/10iw6if/this_is_wembley_the_weevil_im_going_to_make_him/?sort=controversial

This is Wembley the weevil! I'm going to make him into a costume :)

:surejan:

https://old.reddit.com/r/EDanonymemes/comments/yqzwwi/went_looking_for_my_food_scale_that_i_hide_behind/?sort=controversial

Went looking for my food scale that I hide behind my plushies and it was gone… it's back in the pantry. Who found it. Who moved it. Oh God. They know. They haven't talked to me but…

https://old.reddit.com/r/arttocope/comments/y72wxv/i_used_to_love_drawing_but_for_months_it_made_me/?sort=controversial

https://old.reddit.com/r/ftm/comments/vvpodl/i_failed_the_man_test/?sort=controversial

https://old.reddit.com/r/styrofashion/comments/uufbo0/my_school_formal_outfit/?sort=controversial

dood

Second we have @houellebecq's /u/stripysailor - A whole ass breadtuber

frequent poster on /r/ftmfemininity

breadtuber

And the :marseybottom: bottom of this contest is @911roofer with two whole submissions, firstly is /u/bagooly, a weirdo that dresses up as an alien and obessively posts about snails and bugs (in a creepy way).

https://old.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/14l1e3s/i_dressed_up_in_my_cosplay_and_put_on_my/?sort=controversial

So I've been dealing with a very intense kind of ocd that's related to sexual themes for many years now. It was caused by too much Internet access, viewing things I shouldn't have at a young age and genetic stuff..im also autistic so that doesn't help. It is pocd, pedo ocd. I am deathly afraid of pedos and as a result of some trauma and being exposed to stuff, I gaslight myself into thinking im one. I see horrible visions hundreds of times a day and it is exhausting..I go in these loops for hours in my head battling with the thoughts. I've blocked myself from going on tik tok because talking about pedophilia is so normalised and even joked about. Its fucking miserable and my last therapist couldn't assist me much, though she did help a bit. I recently realised that I think im mistaking jealousy for attraction. I see teen boys and think what im feeling is attraction, but its really jealousy because im jealous I missed out on growing up male (im trans). I used to be much worse than I am now, I would go into these states of deep anxiety where I'd be sobbing and frozen still for hours on end being flashed images of horrible things in my head. But now I just feel nausea when I see them, but I can ignore it. I don't think im a nonce anymore, but I still have a nagging sensation in the back of my head.

This is where the problem starts, I cannot afford therapy and I don't even know what kind of therapists to go to..I don't have the motivation to go to one either, I just become stressed thinking about it and feel like I cannot be fixed. Can anyone give me advice, im very lost. Every day is tiring. I feel like I'm never gonna be okay, I wish I could look at a kid without being triggered. Is there anything I can do to soothe myself while I look into therapy?

I should mention, im not really suicidal, too lazy and id miss my family. But I do think about it and how it would release me from this torture. But im not going to do it.

Is also a Guilty Gear player :marseystare: @KongEnjoyer