yesterday some guy in my block was making bread, or something doughy. stunk the place out, but it was nice - it smelt like cheese + yeast and dough, figured it was pizza.

got home late last night, still got the cheese smell, and the dough.

went out briefly today, come back - it's only cheese

turns out, the 'cheesey' smell, which i was smelling on top of his dough, was my puke in my waste basket, from this weekend.

disgusting.

I was looking up some stuff about autism as dramanauts tend to do.

I came across some data about how highly gifted autisms can often have slow processing speed and very high verbal memory and that's literally me. ( I have improved processing speed by training it )

I have verbal reasoning skills so high I did the https://humanbenchmark.com/tests/verbal-memory verbal memory test and my score came out higher than 100% after I got over my anxiety issues and improved my focus ability.

It might also explain why people and even I had such an extremely hard time putting myself in a box, because it would mean I am twice exceptional, I am both unique in the way gifted people are unique, and I am also unique in the way r-slurred people are unique, which takes me two standard deviations away from common humanity.

Any tips for someone like me who has just diagnosed themselves with being twice exceptional during adulthood?

What things can I do that would help me improve my quality of life and be able to better function with other people.

Thank you.

Jewish lives matter.

I manage IT at a small business and recently found out some dude was watching porn during work hours. Boss doesn't know about this but I don't know where to go from here.

Pros of reporting:

1. Possible bonus

2. Boss has better opinion of me

3. Kick out a porn addict

Cons of reporting:

1. Feel bad for making someone lose their job

2. Still don't know who it is, so boss will make me hunt this guy down

3. Known as a narc

Probably not the best place to ask but at least there's some employed people here instead of 4tran or Reddit.

stood on the scales, realised I'd tilted over the BMI line into 'overweight' by 0.1 kgs like a fat frick somehow

immediately stopped eating for that day and then cut back to 5,000 kj/1200 calories per day while maintaining activity, lost 5 kilos

need to lose another 5 as penance though before I start eating properly again

I'm sitting on the bench in the gym reading drama bcause I have little motivation because my bench and strength in general has cratered because I don't lift as much because I don't know why

I'd always see Volvo wagons with a cargo net behind the rear seats, like going from the seatback to ceiling, but could never find one online.

I went to fold the seats flat because I need to carry a bunch of shit, and I see this tab hanging out of the seatback. So I pull it.

How exciting is that?!?

And it works with the seats both up and down!

i went to buy a nose trimmer and i had to ask a wagie to unlock it for me

when i went to home depot i had to ask a wagie to unlock the copper wire for me

is society collapsing? is it over? discuss

I have a friend with an abrasive personality who can't keep a bf because of it.

So she adopted the have s*x with random moids and hope they stick around strategy.

None of them ever did because men are kitties who literally can't handle strong women.

Anyway she had s*x with some guy on the first date and he didn't have a condom and what's the worst that can happen. A couple of weeks later she started feeling weird, took a pregnancy test and turns out she's pregnant.

After strategically waiting a couple of months past the legal abortion date (lol) she messaged the guy and told him. He was very upset and went as far as telling her to somehow kill the baby. She said nope and they didn't speak after that.

I like my friend but she's very intense and schizo. I wonder what kind of life that child's gonna grow up to have. Maybe in a couple of decades there will be +1 dramatard.

I was 24 at the time and she was 23. We met in the front row of a lecture on accounting. she was very short, under 148 cm, with short hair, and had a boyish flat body type.

After the lecture I took my chance and started a chat with her and asked her for her number. I got her number but later it turned out she already had a boyfriend. It's such a shame I missed out on banging a hot legal loli just because she was already taken

Now I'm dating a millionaire heiress but not having gotten to bang that legal loli will always follow me

For my hater @JohnnyBOO who didn't believe I was locked up

I want to frick a ghost my psychiatrist so bad

Anthony Edwards girlfriend posted their text messages about their baby on her Instagram pic.twitter.com/NodHBna29G

— Old NBA Tweets (@oldnbatweetz) December 18, 2023

Anthony Edwards, a rising NBA star has impregnated a living, plastic, Pixar mom and is asking her to get an abortion. She's sharing the text messages.

“Heck NawI can't do this”

I'm even into fake plastic bimbos, but this b-word is too much.

feds calm down this is a fricking joke

hit up my favorite tomboy after a few years of no contact and found out she went ftm

holy shit am I fricking livid

this was THE PERFECT WOMAN i can't even put into words. she was literally an angel in the flesh and I told her multiple times I should've married her frick me for being a loser

imagine the perfect tomboy, like a 10/10. now crank her up to a 20/10. then you will begin to scratch the surface of the beauty that was my friend. holyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy shit I'm on one tonight frick everything

the s have gone too far. link me an anti-trans charity I will donate 100 USD and post proof within 7 days I'm not fricking playing

you can have redditors and tiktok subhumans

you CANNOT AND WILL NOT take my personal cache of tomboys. that's where I draw the line

frick ukraine frick xianjiang frick gaza frick Myanmar

THERE IS AN ONGOING TOMBOY GENOCIDE AND WE MUST STOP IT

!transphobes !chuds !terfs stand with me

Israeli lives matter when the tomboy genocide ceases

Got a free bill of health. Had some minor complications but given I've had severe complications in the past so I don't give a frick. Give me some lidocaine and I'll frick off.

Also "service dogs may not ride in carts"

I smile a little thinking of L the seethe from people who can't bring their fur babies. Dogs are the worst.

Whenever I think about it I feel very depressed

In this cycle the improvement I made was to start cleaning the house and sweep the entire ground area.

I joke about being psychotic, but im not actually. i had an ex gf who was actually psychotic and she would hear voices and shit, crazy stuff. i dont hear voices, thankfully. i asked chat gpt my symptoms and it said I probably have bpd, sure enough I look up the symptoms and diagnostic criteria of bpd and I basically check every box.

people in my life think that I'm depressed. It's so much worse than that. it seems that i mask well enough that most people don't know my true nature, the fact that I just get so angry sometimes that I feel like I could shoot someone, and other times where I feel like I should shoot myself. im not going to spell everything out here because i dont need after me, also my future career might end up in defense and i certainly cant have the feds on me cuz then they wont hire me.

let's take a look at the diagnostic criteria for BPD!! also you can come fill it out yourself. you must meet at least 5 to be diagnosed:

>Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment

I meet this one so hard lmao.

>Unstable and chaotic interpersonal relationships, often characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation, also known as "splitting"

Chaotic for sure, idk if I meet the bar they're setting here tho

>Markedly disturbed sense of identity and distorted self-image

>Impulsive or reckless behaviors (e.g., uncontrollable spending, unsafe s*x, substance use disorders, reckless driving, binge eating)

I speed and do other things like that. It helps me feel like im actually alive

>Recurrent suicidal ideation or self harm

Yes.

>Rapidly shifting intense emotional dysregulation

Yes.

>Chronic feelings of emptiness

Yes.

>Inappropriate, intense anger that can be difficult to control

Yes, although my anger is the part that I mask best. I try not to let it seep out too much, but i feel like nobody knows how sometimes i could just kill someone in a fit of rage

>Transient, stress-related paranoid or severe dissociative symptoms

Meh

So thats like all but 2. I thikn i have bpd

@CARPMASflorist i told you, im not schizophrenic

also bpd is fembrained

!pollvoters

Same as my old glasses